(A/N This Imagine is song based! Song to the side: Florence + The Machine - Drumming Song)
His soft lips crashed into mine once again, as soon as he made his way up the stairs. We quickly stumbled into his green room with walls that were decorated with posters of Nirvana, Sublime, and The Misfits. We fell back onto his bed which smelled of him highly. He started to grind into me and I could feel his large boner. I moaned into the kiss as I felt him smirk into it also.
A realization dawned on me.
Jacob is a player. A HUGE player! Even girls from other schools have had sex with him! The kiss started to lose intimacy with each realization I made. He made me feel like I was different, but he's probably done this with tons of other girls. We've been seeing each other for a few months now but the thought in the back of my head still gets to me in moments like this. I slowly pushed him off of me and told him to stop.
"Y/N what's wrong?" He said as he pushed back his stray curls. I sighed and covered my face as I fell back on the bed into a laying position. He climbed off of me and sat next to me.
"Nothing, I think i'm just going to go" I said about to roll off the bed until he tugged me back.
"No tell me what's wrong, why'd you stop?" He looked up at me with meaningful eyes. I sat back down and prepared to tell him.
"I feel like, I don't think," I exhaled a deep breath while sorting out my words in my head.
"I feel like you're playing me-" I began but he interfered
"Y/N why would I play you?" He said as his voice started to raise.
"Because I feel like this isn't genuine! Like you've done this with lots of girls, Like i'm just a short term trial!" I said raising my voice as tears brimmed my eyes.
He shut his eyes for a moment then opened them. His eyes were the soft again, other than the rock hard brown. His mellow voice sounded as he said "I was going to do this on our four month anniversary but anything can happen in a short amount of time" and walked towards his dresser. He took up a key and opened the smallest drawer. He took out a small chest and unlocked it. He also took out a few items before he got to what he wanted.
I didn't see what was in his hands as he made his way back over to the bed. He left the item behind him as he sat back down. He held my hands in his and stroked them with his thumbs. He stared deeply into my eyes and began,
" There's a drumming noise inside my head and starts when you're around, I swear if you could hear it it makes such an almighty sound. There's a drumming noise inside my head that throws me to the ground, I swear if you could hear it it makes such an almighty sound. Louder than sirens, louder than bells, sweater than heaven, and hotter than hell. As I move my feet towards your body, I can hear this beat, it fills my head up and gets louder and louder. Y/N this beating is my heart. I' not playing you and I will NEVER play you. I want to settle down this time, and I want to settle down with you,"
He pulled the object from behind his back. It was a ring box! I blinked a few times to see if I was hallucinating. In the process my mouth slowly formed the shape of an "O" He opened the box and it held two silver promise rings. I stared up at him as he smiled a beautiful smile.
He handed me my ring and told me to read the inside. In it said "Y/N & Jacob against the world - 2013" I stared up at him as tears of joy attempted to fall.
"Forever. I love you Y/N." They finally fell and I attacked him with a huge hug that nearly knocked him off the bed.
