DenkiXBNHA Males PT.2

IidaKami- Behind

Tw: Comfort, Stressed Kami,school related anxiety, Unintentional SH.  

Yes, Angst to Fluff for a first story post. 

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Aunthors P.O.V

Denki groaned quietly as he crumbled the paper he was writing on; having found out he misspelled a word, again. "God Damnit..." He mumbled as he looked at the clock, Hes behind, so far behind. He'd missed three weeks of schoolwork due to being in the hospital and was trying desperately to catch up, failing of course.

He was assigned an Essay to write about all that he's learned up to this point in English class, and that's it; If he completes it and does well, Present Mic said he'd accept that and mark that as his three weeks work.

Denki looked over the piles of work from each individual subject, a feeling of dread washing over him as he felt his stomach churn and twist at the sight of it; It's too much... He felt he'd never catch up, he'll fall behind and everyone will leave him behind, he has to finish, he needs to finish, or they'll leave him behind.

Denki gulped and flipped to a clean page and brought the pencil down to the paper his hands shaking as he thought of what to write, it all was so blurry, especially after the fight he'd had with the LOV, ALONE at that not to mention the nearly dying?! And the Loud Hero expected him to remember all that had happened before that? No way.

The blonde had to write it though, so he took a deep breath, and began thinking, cursing himself quietly for never taking any notes. He remembers bits and pieces.

Oh! Like learning about Romeo and Juillet! 

With that he started to shakily jot down what he learned from it. 

but soon another crumbled ripped up paper joined the rest that covered the floor. "Why can't i fucking do this!?" He cried burying his face in his hands. 

'i can't do this, it's too much. But i have to, or I'll be left behind. I don't want to fail, or for anyone to leave me behind. It's too much, too much, toomuchtoomuchtoomuch illneverfinish, they'll leave me behind, i can't do it, i can't! I'm useless, this is useless i should just drop out!' 

with those thoughts the boy spiraled into a panic attack, his breathing became erratic, and he stood up shakily only to tumble down due to his shaky, and aching legs which was ironic considering they were numb from the hours and hours of sitting. 

Denki sat himself up from the fall, and scooted back until he was hidden underneath the desk and pulled his knees up to his chest, burying his head into his knees, Denki clinged onto his own arms digging his nails into his flesh, he could feel the burn of it, and his skin ripping from his nails digging there, scratching and pinching. 

After a few seconds which was feeling like hours, Denki could swear he heard knocking so he shot his head, up and cried breathlessly, "Help- Help please!" He cried; the door swung open immediately, revealing Iida, who rushed in, and looked around, until he saw the blonde-haired male. 

Iida's eyes widened as he rushed to Denki and kneeled down, he looked over his appearance grabbing Denkis hands he pulled them away to prevent the younger from harming himself more. "Okay - Okay, Denki, Hey, Denks. Look at me. " Iida said, looking at the male carefully, Denki looked up through his tear and matted hair, and sobbed quietly, "Smell the pretty flowers, and blow out the candles? Okay, Smell the pretty flowers." Iida in hailed and watched as Denki tried to follow along, but failed causing him to shake his head violently, "c-can't" Denki cried. 

Iida shushed him and nodded silently, "You can, it's okay, it's okay." Denki shook his head again, "I CAN'T" Denki yelled his crying grew more violent as he looked down, Iida took a deep breath and cupped Denkis face making the boy look back at him, "Try thinking of happy things, like- friends family, anything- Anything that makes you happy!" He spoke calmly.

Iida kissed Denkis hand, "Try breathing with me, okay? Let's try this one more time baby, Okay?" Iida whispered, "Follow with me." He took an exaggerated breath. This time Denki followed along, "Good, now let it out." Iida said as he let out the breath, Denki followed along again.

The two continue like that for a while, until Denki was finally calmed down, 

Iida let out a sigh a small smile coming onto his face, "Alright, now can you come out baby?" He asked, "Please?" he said , frowning when Denki shook his head, "Okay, that's fine. Can you tell me why you can't?" A sob came from Denki as he shook his head more, Iida lightly squeezed Denkis hand, "Okay baby, okay, calm down, I'm here, you're safe, you're safe..." He assured the distressed boy. 

Iida looked around taking notice of the stacks of paper and tossed, or ripped papers, and it finally hit him, "Did...Did the work you missed cause this?" Iida asked as he looked back at Denki, who nodded slowly, "I-i can't, too much... it's too much.." Denki whimpered out.

Iida frowned and rubbed Denki's hand witht he pad of his thumb, "Alright. Alright. How about this, lets put it aside for now-"

"No! - I- i can't I'll get more behind, and- and everyone will leave me behind, and i'll fail, and you'll leave me! - I- no- can't!" Denki cried out and he moved forward gripping onto Iidas shirt, "I can't!" He sobbed, Iida quickly wrapped the boy into his arms, rubbing his back. 

"Alright just breathe for me love, Okay. Don't work yourself up again." Iida comforts Denki running his hand through the younger's hair, "Listen. Okay? I'll talk to Mr. Aizawa and Mr.Yamada About extending it, they'll listen, and i'll help you, okay?" Iida said, "And it's not really a question, i'm doing it." Iida looked at the blood that was coming from Denkis wounds and frowned, " You hurt yourself during that attack. I don't care if you don't want me to ask for help. It's the right thing to do." Iida stated, Denki just nodded knowing he wouldn't be able to stop him.

Iida stood up with Denki in his arms, and sat him in bed, and went to the bathroom, he grabbed the First Aid kit coming back he started treating the youngers wounds. "Has this happened before? "Iida asked and he treated the scratches, Denki nodded, "A few times.."Denki whispered, wincing as Iida dabbed the wound with an alcohol wipe. 

Iida nodded and bandaged the wounds, sighing quietly, "I just get really anxious, especially when it comes to tests, exams, and whatnot. I-i don't like being behind. "Denki muttered sniffling, Iida threw the used items away and nodded, "Somewhat like school related anxiety?" Iida asked, Denki shrugged, "Probably." 

Iida nods, "Okay. I'll let Mr.Aizawa know. Now Love, please lay down, I'll clean up the mess and join you in a minute." Iida smiled kissing Denki's forehead. 

Denki nodded and reluctantly laid down pulling the covers over his head, wincing when he rubbed against his hurt arm, watching as Iida cleaned up the strowed papers and threw them in the trash, he fixed up Denkis desk and Papers, throwing away and trash he saw, all the while Denk laid there watching him slowly falling asleep.

Once Iida finished up, he let out a sigh a smile lighting up his face as he looked at how neat and cleaned it was, and turned around taking off his shoes, "Alright I finished, bab-" He noticed the younger was asleep and paused, chuckling quietly. 

Iida kissed his forehead and moved to the other side he slid into the bed, spooning the younger, he wrapped his arms around him, holding him closely, "I'm here, remember that baby, you can rely on and trust me." He whispered burying his face in the back of the youngers neck before peacefully falling into a deep slumber. 

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Alright, I'm glad I started a new book idk why, but it's got me feeling refreshed with writing! idk, i just feel better and less suffocated lol.  

I Hope you guys enjoyed it! :))