DenkiXBNHA Males PT.2

SeroKami- Tsuki

TW'S: Angst, abuse mentions, depression mentions, sadness :(

FTM!Kaminari.

KamiBaku! Child!

Abusive Bakugo! Ex! Bakugo!

No one's P.O.V

Denki sighed quietly as he looked over at Sero a frown on his face, "I keep remembering him, and if i don't. I end up dreaming about him- not the nasty abusive piece of shit he is; but the loving person he was. It's as if my brain still has yet to accept the fact that he's the person who's hurt me so badly. It gives me these happy dreams, and i hate it." He mumbled to his boyfriend who nodded listing to him. 

Sero hummed quietly, " what type of dreams? Like can you explain them, Mi Amor?" He asked softly as he reached forwards lightly squeezing Denki's hand reassuringly. Denki let out a quiet sigh as he nodded, "Yeah." He mumbled smiling a bit at Sero.

"It gives me scenarios basically. Like what if he was still here and not abusive? What would happen if he was here helping me raise Tsuki?"Denki sighed, "I love you a lot Sero, i don't know what up with my brain, it's been two years but it's like a part of me refuses to accept what had happened-" He grumbled annoyed.

"You were put through a lot of trauma with Bakugo, Babe. It's okay, i understand." Sero reassures Denki, moving over to sit next to him, "Is there more? "He asked quietly lightly rubbing Denki's back. 

Denki nodded, "You won't like it." He grumbled frowning, "Even if i don't, tell me. Because i love you, and i want you to be happy, and if unloading all this and sharing it with me will help you, i don't care." Sero hummed quietly; his hand still rubbing circles on Denki's back in a calming manor.

"Okay." Denki rubbed his face, "You swear you won't get pissed." He asked looking at Sero, "Baby, i wont be pissed off. I swear it." Sero nodded, holding out his pinky; the two linked their pinkeys together and kissed the intertwined pinkeys. 

Once the twos hands parted Denki nodded, "Alright." He muttered under his breath, clasping his hands together, "You know how; before we got together, i had raised Tsuki myself for a year." He mumbled watching as Sero nodded, "The entire time i had a recurring thought every now and then. 'He gets to go off and live happily as if we never happened, as if he didn't have a whole kid with me. And I'm stuck here, raising a kid myself.' All i could think of whenever i saw him, was 'that should be me, i should be able to live that carefree, it isn't fair. i wish me and him could switch places so he could feel how my heart feels, how pained i feel.' I just- i wish he would have thought us through before he went and did the shit he did." Denki explained frowning, Sero nodded understandingly as he continued to rub Denki's back. 

"I just...I love Tsuki with all of my heart, i love him so so so fucking much." Denki whispered in a broken voice sniffling, tears built up in his eyes, "But i'm seventeen. I got pregnant at 15, had him at 16, and have raised him up till now; his first birthday i nearing. For a long while, i haven't been able to live like a teenager due to a stupid mistake i made with Bakugo-- Shit i wasn't calling Tsuki a mistake!" Denki quickly said looking at Sero who smiled and nodded, "I know love, i know that, keep going." Sero reassured Denki wiping the tears that fell from his eyes. 

Denki sniffled, "The mistake was sleeping with him. Not Tsuki, i love that kid more than my own life." Denki mumbled quietly, "I just...Sometimes I want to be a kid again." He mumbled rubbing his teary eyes, "It becomes too much sometimes. Taking care of Tsuki, juggling work, school, and other shit." He mumbled quietly, "I just sometimes wish i was 5 again so i could be that carefree happy child." He said sniffling. 

"I was so happy and carefree as a kid, i got excited easily, ran around, joked, and made friends." Denki explained, "Now i'm just a shell. I stay home almost all-day taking care of Tsuki, depressed and tired all the time; i don't do much anymore, i barely see friends, i just...I feel empty and tired all the time Sero. And my brain won't stop torturing me with reminders of Bakugo. and it's pissing me off." Denki sighed quietly. 

Sero nodded again, "Would it help if- You let Mina babysit Tsuki for a week? And spent some time for yourself? I know you need it." Sero suggested still lightly rubbing Denkis back. Denki sniffled and looked at Sero, "I trust Mina, but i can barely survive without seeing Tsuki for a few hours." Denki laughed wiping his tears again, "Last time; my mind made me think that Tsuki had been swallowed by a whole snake at the park while Mina babysat him" Denki reminded Sero.

Sero laughed, "Well; true but, would it help if Mina sent pictures every hour to assure you that our Tsuki is okay? " Sero raised a brow, Denki hummed quietly and nodded, "I think so." Denki mumbled back as Sero pulled him into his arms. 

Sero nodded as he ran his fingers through Denkis hair, hugging him closely, "It'll be okay Denki." Sero whispered softly, "I'm here now. Forget about that cruel guy. You have people who love and care for you now. " He smiled kissing denkis head . 

"You have better people in your life now. People who would do anything to help you and Tsuki no matter what. You have me as well. I'm here for you, and i love Tsuki as if he were my own, that little guy has stolen my heart just as much as you have Denks. You don't need Bakugo here, you have a shit ton of people here for you to help you with Tsuki." Sero said with a smile, lightly squeezing Denki in his arms.

Denki nodded sniffled as he laid his head on Sero's shoulder, "I know, and i'm so fucking grateful to have you guys in my life." Denki whispered smiling, "Thank you Sero." Denki hummed quietly as he leaned up pressing a kiss to Sero's cheek.

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