Our Little Seductress

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Trixie Anastasia Vergara

Nandito ako sa mansion, 3 days na dahil umuwi na sila mommy at daddy together with my grandparents, Mamita and Daddylo. its been a month since the triplets and i become officially couple.

yes, they found out my relationship with Asher dahil nalaman ni Kuya kaya nais nilang makausap ito kaya pinauwi nila ako pero kinaumagahan ay inamin kong hindi lang si Asher ang boyfriend ko. Im in a polyamory relationship with the triplets that made my father and brother angry except my mom who's concerned to me when she saw my pain and disappointment with my brother and father's reaction while my grandparents didn't say anything. they just calmed me when i started to cry. i walk out and lock my door and cry all night. nag kulong ako magdamag ng gabing iyon until daddy knocked on my door but i never stand up. i shut everyone's down and even the call of triplets who keep on calling me that i just ignore.

kinaumagahan ay bumangon ako na parang zombie at naligo, after maligo ay pumunta ako sa sink and brush my teeth as i stare at my own reflection. nag mumog ako at tinitigan muli ang mukha ko. i looked horrible. the white part of my hazel eyes are red inside my puffy eyebags. i blower my hair until it's dry then i stare at my lips that already swollen with small wounds because of my continues bitting. i fix my hair then naglakad sa isang pinto sa loob ng bathroom ko which is connected sa walking closet ko. i wore my white halter top and my plain black dolphin shorts.

tinali ko ang buhok ko into high messy bun at bumalik sa kama ko at humiga. hanggang sa maiyak ako agad. im starting to overthink again. hanggang sa makatulog ako pero naalimpungatan ako ng marinig ko ang kalansing ng susi pero nakaidlip ulit ako dahil sa pagod mula sa pag iyak.

"Looked what have you done to your daughter and sister Timothy and Anthony?! You upset my Anastasia *sob*!"

"Im sorry mom"

"you know the relationship trauma she have but instead of supporting her! *sob* my Anastasia *sob* my poor baby"

"Im sorry honey"

"don't talked to me Timothy until you fixed this, lets leave the four of them. please boys talked to my daughter. she didn't eat anything yesterday and last night and just lock her door. im worried"

narinig ko ang pag sara ng pinto at siyang pag yakap ng isang tao sakin. i open my eyes slowly when i smelled his familiar manly perfume.

"You didn't eat anything?" Asher softly asked.

" and your overthinking baby and shutting everyone down including the three of us"Ashton said worriedly. i bit my lips and looked at the two of them with my teary eyes.

"Im sorry"i whispered.

"Stop torturing yourself Sweetheart, we won't leave you. we will make them understand our relationship and fix everything. trust us love everything will be okay"Ashman sincerely said while promising me.  bumangon ako at yinakap silang tatlo.

"Im sorry, Im sorry for being weak. im just weak when it comes to my family and sorry for ignoring your calls and texts. i love you three"sabi ko sakanila. yinakap nila ako pabalik
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"I love you too, Sweetheart/Baby Tasya/Love"the triplets said in chorus.
after calming me down ay inakay nila ako pababa and saw everyone in the living room.

"Im sorry Anak"Daddy said and hug me. "Im sorry sis"Kuya also said and join us.

"Im sorry din po dad and kuya, im sorry"i whispered to the both of them.

"paano ba yan tatlo na ang mag babakod at mag babantay sayo?"Kuya start to joke. i chuckle.

"don't worry Kuya and dad. the both of you are still my first and second love and boyfriends, so don't get jealous at them. mas malala naman kayo bumakod nung bata pa ako"natatawang sakay ko sa biro ni kuya kaya naman natawa ang lahat.  Ate Natasha hug me and whisper 'congrats and stay strong' i smile at her and caress his big tummy. i gasp when my unborn niece inside her womb kick my hand.

"Oww she's responding to your touch, i think you'll already her favorite Tita"Ate Nat giggle that made me smile widely. yumuko ako para mag pantay kami ng tyan niya.

"Hey little cupcakes. TitaMommy is excited to meet you. keep growing fast little one so we can do a girl bond already"i laugh when she kick again.

MOM and i cook our food because Mr. Silverado will come over for dinner. nalaman narin kasi niya at tuwang tuwa siya. matagal narin kasi niya akong sinasabihan na bagay kami ng mga anak niya. pili na lang daw ako. nagulat lang siya kasi di niya inexpect na papatulan ko ang tatlo pero support daw siya as long as masaya ang mga anak nito lalo pa at medyo sanay na siya sa bond ng tatlo when it comes of sharing to each other lalo pa at hindi na daw bago yun dahil ganun din ang relasyon ng mga lolo ng triplets na kambal din.

nang dumating si Mr. Silverado at Daddy Archer na lang daw ang itawag ko sakanya ay mas naging okay ang lahat. nalaman kong mag kaibigan pala sila ni daddy, wala ang mga grandparents ng tatlo dahil nasa spain ang mga ito at doon nag i stay. kung kahapon ay ang bigat bigat ng kalooban ko ngayon naman ay ang gaan gaan na.

napangiti ako habang kumakain while looking at my family. this is our sitting position in our Dining table.

              Dad
Mom(Table)Daddy Archer         Kuya(Table)Ashton
Ate Nat(Table) Asher  
Space(Table)Me        
Mamita(Table)Ashman
            Daddylo

        
Inasikaso ako ng tatlo kaya naman nangingiti sila mom and ate nat na mukhang kinikilig pareho. hindi sinasadyang mapunta ang mata ko kay Alicia na matamang pinapanood kami, lalo ka ang parents ko. nag taka ako ng mapansin kong tila may kung anong emosyon ang mga mata niyang dumaan na hindi ko mapangalan. nang mapansin niyang nakatingin ako sakanya ay nginitian niya ako at tyaka siya yumuko. umiwas nalang ako ng tingin at hindi na siya pinag tuunan pa ng pansin kahit napapansin kong tila may kakaiba sakanya mula pa noon. madalas siyang mag kamali kaya pinag sasabihan ko siya but i can feel something on her that i can't explain.