Remember the Times

Chapter 12

Meredith Grey

I hold onto the tie I put on him and slowly lower myself onto his dick. He holds onto my waist as I start to move up and down on him. I bite down onto his shoulder and moan quietly.

He groans into my ear. "I love you so much Meredith" he breathes helping me move faster on him not stopping. God his big dick in me feels so fucking good I always want it in me.

I never want this to stop I want forever with him. "I love you too Derek" I moan loudly. I hear him chuckle softly before continuing to help me move on him.

I feel myself starting to feel release but I know he isn't quite there yet so I keep going I want to take control the whole time for him instead of getting tired and stopping.

I soon feel his hands drop from my waist and I sit up and look into his eyes. "Derek?" I ask, he's unresponsive. I get off of him what is happening. Then he just, falls over.

"Derek?" I cry shaking him.

I get dressed just in case Amelia runs in here. I can't leave him naked though that would be traumatizing. I take in a shaky breath and try to get him dressed as tears fall from my eyes, he has no pulse he has turned cold.

I can't handle this. "Derek, you are the worst person I have ever slept with you know" I cry holding onto him.

We were just having intense sex a few minutes ago, how is he dead? It doesn't make any sense. How could he have had a stroke he is so healthy.

"Meredith? Derek?" I hear Amy walk in.

"Oh Amelia" I cry my head on his chest, I can't feel or hear his heart beat anymore it just makes me cry harder.

"Meredith what's going on?" she asks tears forming in her eyes, this all just hurts.

"Amy, he- he had a stroke honey" I say.

"W-what?" her tears falling now.

"I just- he just- everything just stopped" I sob.

She cries and weakly walks over to me. She sits down in my lap and we cry. "What were the last things he said?" she sniffles.

I swallow hard.

"I love you so much Meredith, and then he chuckled a little after that" I breathe, I don't even know how I can still breathe.

"Are you sure he's dead Meredith maybe he is just playing a prank on us?" she says.

"Amy, he isn't breathing, no pulse, his body is cold, he hasn't moved a muscle, and I can't hear his heart beat anymore, I really don't think that this is a joke.

"Oh no I can't do this" she cries loudly.

"Neither can I honey" I hold onto her tightly.

"What do we do, Meredith it's his dead body what do we do with with?" she asks.

I just stare at her not knowing what to say.

"Meredith? Meredith?" she asks

"Meredith wake up" I hear Derek's voice.

"Oh you're okay" I burst into tears holding onto him tightly.

It was all a dream.

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HAHAHAH IT WAS JUST A DREAMMM.

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