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Phoenix 

This crazy bitch drugged me.  I cannot blame her though she knew that I would probably keep the baby and honestly that would have created more problems than getting rid of the baby. I have been awake know for a couple of days after the abortion and my mind is everywhere with questions, how did I not see that the man that I once loved was a monster. I'm now sitting in my home office going through the files of other women that Shane and those sick fucks have abused. It seems like this started off as a club and became something more, and I plan to fully shut this shit down and help these victims of my ex-husband and other sick psycho ass white boys. 

I'm doing much better with my mental health than I thought I would though. There are times I have flash backs and wake up in a cold sweat, but Blake has been here for me along with My bestie and Omari. I'm actually kind of terrified that these women may blame me and think that everything that Shane did was my fault. You may wonder why I think that well one of the of the main reasons is because they all look like me in some why shape or form. Everything almost the same done to the hair color and skin tone, now it makes sense why Shane always wanted me to keep my hair straight or really liked when I dyed it red, he hated when I would have short hair, but would become more that happy when it was long.

I'm really glad that I sent my kids to stay at my mom's house which is not to far from where I am now. I didn't want my kids to see me like this or overhear anything either, I am fully aware that I will have to have some serious conversations with them about their father when the time comes. But for now, they know that their dad is gone and to be quite honest they took it better than I expected.

Kamisha

After Phoenix fake ass cussed me out, we got down to business to take down these crazy as fuck white boys. As we were finally putting a plan in motion after a week of planning, I hear a knock on her door I went to answer it and there he was Mayday my ex the one who I always have seemed to be pulled to standing there with a gun in his hand before I could even react I heard the BANG! and then fell my chest tighten and fall to the ground.

Omari

Kamisha has been in ICU for 5 days now. She flatlined twice, when I got the call that she was shot I was on my way to here coming from a drop. At first, I thought it was a hit from one on the neighboring gangs but when I checked the footage and talked to Phoenix, we knew exactly who it was. I know all about Mayday and his affiliation to a certain gang, he don't scare me at all and to be quite frank he fin to die seven deaths for trying to take out my Babygirl. Phoenix told me that when she found Kamisha that she whispered to her that he said, "if you won't be with me you aint fin to be with anybody".

Phoenix

Damn we just can't seem to catch a break like for real for real. Now I'm sitting in ICU just watching my best friend fight for her life, all I heard before I found her was a loud ass Bang. When I tell ya'll I ran out that office like my life depended on it I would have put Usain Bolt to shame as fast as I ran to my best friend, she had a single gunshot wound to her chest and was fighting to breathe. My medical assistant training kicked right the fuck in, and I made sure to call 911 and also held pressure to her chest as well. I made sure to tell her to stay away from the got damn light and also told her we were not done, and Jesus don't want her yet. She smiled and closed her eyes I panicked and said they only thing I could think in the moment "bitch if you die on me, I will kill you, you hear me". She opened her eyes and laughed but blood came out her mouth, the paramedics showed up took over and I followed them to the hospital.

She had flatlined two more times but came back to us. One thing about Kamisha is she will fight with all her might she is very stubborn that way, Blake and Omari have been keeping my updated on finding Mayday and Kamisha's other ex-Damon has been helping as well. I have never in my life been so scared to lose her, but I cannot allow myself to go to that place I keep praying and praying for peace and healing, as I get up from my seat and go to walk to the bathroom, I hear a muffling sound coming from Kamisha I rush over to her and see she is awake.