Findin Foreva In Houston (Complete) ✔

I'm finna go to jail!

Phoenix

All I can think right now is this shit is ghetto as fuck!!!!!

Niggas can't make shit up like this. Like this nigga just out here spreading his seed willy kneely and shit. This shit is just too much bro I don't know what the fuck to do. I walked over and grabbed Asia and Kamisha grabbed Lisa, Lisa tried getting buck with my bestie and Kamisha said "girl don't play wit me I will really rock you in your shit". With that Lisa settled down and allowed Kamisha to remove her from the living room. I took Asia to my room and calmed her down and let her know that everything was going to be alright. While talking to Asia and getting to know her better my son Shane came into tell me about something that was going on with his sister my daughter Kayani and what he told me had be ready to run C-block.

"I'm finna go to jail, there is no talking anymore bruh I said what I said". I tell Blake as I load my gun and Kamisha is loading her gun as well, My son told me that some boy at school broke my poor baby girl's heart and now I'm fin to break his. I knew there was something funny about that little boy, he has been over here a few times to play with her and he gave me creepy vibes. His daddy is a weirdo ass dude who is always looking at me like he wanna breed me or some shit.

Shit shit shit...... I fucked up. When Blake was trying to calm me down I said something to the affect of "she is my daughter, not yours", so he took off and I haven't been able to get ahold of him he is sending me straight to voicemail. I didn't mean to say it like that he has been a great father figure to my kids, I was just upset about that punk ass weirdo little boy fucking wit my baby girl. After calling him and texting him like thirty times I decided to leave him be and went to check on my baby girl when I got to her room she was listening to sad ass lover songs. A part of me is pissed and the other part of me is like girl this is only the beginning , we talked about the little boy and how he stopped talking to her out of nowhere and started making fun of her two front teeth being crooked. The whole time in my mind I have killed this little boy and brought him back to life, I made a mental note to show up at this boy's house and have a talk with his people. Because I'm on some summer walker shit, Imma start with yo momma she should have whooped yo ass! 

I decided to do a little something to cheer up Kayani. Kamisha and Shane and Teyanna and I decided to sing a song to her that my grandmother used to make me listen to when my heart was broken by these aint shit as men. We sang Pass you by, by Boys Ii Men, Kamisha's extra ass had to be on her Christina Aguilera hitting all the high notes and shit. We made my baby smile and she is back to her hyper cheerful self she even said to me and Kamisha "fuck that bruh". I will allow it this one time but going forward imma need her to watch her mouth.

A couple hours later after I put the kids to bed and got all that drama out my house.  Honey shows up at my house to talk to me about Blake and how I hurt his feelings and shit and blah blah blah I went off on the bitch and told her she needed to mind the business that pays her and get the fuck on somewhere. I'm already super annoyed with her because she brought that Heather bitch to my baby shower she just been on my nerves. 

She ended up leaving and Blake showed up home later. I'm trying to figure out how to approach this situation, because I really would hate to say anything more hurtful than I already have. I really be trying to think before I speak. But I have to just be honest.

Blake 

Phi Phi hurt my feelings. I know she didn't mean to but the shit just hurt, I talked to Honey and she told me to talk to Phi Phi and work it out. I know that Phi Phi has been blowing me up but I just needed some space, When I got home Phi Phi was outside in the backyard smoking a blunt. I walked back there and opened the sliding door and the sounds of Ella Mai DMFU flooded my ears, Phi Phi has her eyes closed and is singing the song almost just like Ella Mai. I sit down at the table next to her she opens her eyes and stops the music and says to me "I know I hurt your feelings baby and I'm so sorry. You have been a great father and are a great father, but one thing I'm not cool with is you running to a woman that doesn't have kids nor understands the situation. Best friend or not she don't know me like that". I processed what she said and I feel where she is coming from I'm going to make sure I set some boundaries with Honey asap the last thing I need is her trying to come in between Phi Phi and I.

This chapter is for all those girls that get their hearts broken or have had their hearts broken. Don't let real love pass you by, don't stop loving yourself! 

@Candidly33 your a real one appreciate you!!! and by the way your the nurse in the previous chapter where Phoenix gave birth!