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BDE vs BFE

Blake

Phi Phi is officially on time out after that interview she did!

I'm not a jealous man by any means, but that interview had me really feeling some type of way. I love and support her fully, but I was in my feelings because she ended up getting a call from that Jaxon Miller guys manager and he wants to meet Phoenix for dinner. Which caused me to go the fuck off and end up on Kamishas couch for a night, I said something to the effect of "your not fin to go anywhere near that man and his BDE". To which Phoenix laughed and said "boy bye!, I know better and I'm not about to put myself in a situation that would comprise us. It sucks that you don't trust me". I walked away not saying anything and she was in her feelings and kicked me out. Omari made fun of me and was talking shit about how it's BDE vs BFE, I asked him what the fuck BFE is and he said "big freak energy". My baby girl does have some serious BFE and for the first time ever I'm nervous about a dude trying to take my girl.

Phoenix

Blake had me all the way fucked up. After my interview with Phoenix Love I was contacted by Jaxon Miller's agent, he wanted to meet up and talk about turning one of my books into a series. This one was of my dreams, to have one or all of my books be turned into a series or movie, but I also knew that if I ever met him that I may not be able to keep my hands or his hands to myself.

But that was before Blake. I understand him being in his feelings and all, but the fact that he thinks that I would do something really hurts. But I have no one to blame but myself.

I opted to instead have dinner with Jaxon to do a video call with him because I cannot be in a room with a man that my future husband is uncomfortable with. Jaxon agreed to the video conference and everything was set for next week.

Blake came home a couple hours later and we talked. I told him how he hurt my feelings and he told me how he felt a little insecure. I looked at him shocked but I get it, I truly do and that is why I chose to have the meeting over video and not in person. Blake tried to talk me out of it and I wouldn't budge, I came up with the idea of him being in the room so he can get a feel of everything. He agreed and seem to calm down but he did warn me that if ol dude tried to use his BDE on me that he was gonna come through the screen on his ass and pistol whip him. I just laughed and was like "yes daddy" which led Blake to reminding me who I belong to.

Two days later.....

Kamisha and I were going live answering questions on tik tok. We both usually go live and talk about what we have going on and checking in with our fans. Kamisha does giveaways from her latest lash line and also her shoe wear line as well. Kamisha is a genius when it comes to fashion and beauty, she came up with the idea to create her own sandals and shoe line for women with bigger feet, because shoes and sandals for women with a size higher than eight usually are sold out and the other options are ugly. Of course you know I rock and support her and she always keeps me in some cute as fuck slides even though my feet are a little smaller than hers I support everything my bestie does. The questions that these people ask us on tik tok are truly something else, after we chill and answer questions online I get a notification on my phone. I open the attachment of the article and almost drop my phone, there are pictures of Jaxon and Phoenix Love hugged up at the club with the caption "Jaxon's down with the swirl". I laugh and show Kamisha the post and she shakes her head and goes "move smart best friend, and you know Imma be with you every step of the way". Am I wrong that this post makes me feel some type of way?

One thing I'm not about to do is put myself in a situation where issues can cause my relationship harm, so Jaxon cause use his BDE on me all he wants, but he will not and I repeat not get any of my BFE, because it belongs to my future hubby and him only.

Alright .....alright .....alright how ya'll feeling?

Do ya'll feel some type of way like Phi Phi do??

Jaxon go on somewhere with that BDE!!!