𝐌𝐀 𝐓𝐄𝐘𝐀𝐌 (ᴀᴏɴᴇᴛᴇ)

"i see you.."

"Bro! come on, were going out to ride the Ilus today!" Lo'ak said passionately. "Lo'ak I'm not in the mood, please just go." I said very clearly disturbed by something. Lo'ak knows when there's something going on with me, I mean this kind of thing has never happened to me before, but i could feel there was something going on, something more than friendship, well at least I thought it was. 

"Teyam? is everything okay? are you okay? you don't seem your usual self, what's going on?" Loak sat down next to me before I could even respond, he hugged me and I couldn't hold it in anymore, I started crying, Again, this was another feeling I've never felt before. eventually he left me alone and went out to ride the Ilu. 

(this paragraph is loaks pov then aonungs) 

"What did you do to my brother bro? why would you do that, that's so messed up man." Lo'ak said out of pure frustration, "Oh my god, Neteyam, is he okay?" Aonung replied, he genuinely seemed sad.. did he regret it? "I don't know dumbass, if someone broke your heart would you be okay?"    "Listen Lo'ak, I need to talk to your brother. where is he?" Aonung said softly. "Find him yourself, I'm not being a part of this."  

aonung:

After searching for what felt like hours, I finally found him. "NETEYAM! I've been looking for you!" I said while walking closer to the boy. "I'm really sorry, I made that so awkward..."  replied Neteyam, "No no no what, you didn't do anything it's really me who should be sorry Teyam. Neteyam's whole family calls him "Teyam", but this time felt different, he meant it in a different way than his family does... 

We went for a walk on the beach and just tried to forget about what happened the other day. Aonung still didn't know his sexuality yet and to be honest wasn't ready to find out yet. He was scared of what his family would think about him if he was gay and tbh so way I, would they be disappointed? proud? mad? or happy for him? He didn't want to find out, at least not yet anyways. "Teyam, I mean it, I'm really sorry about what happened the other day. I'm just so scared, scared of what my family and friends will think.. I don't want to be the disappointment child, I am meant to be the next leader of the  Metkayina clan, I can't risk disappointing my dad."   "Aon, you really hurt me. but i get it, you're just scared. it's going to be fine I promise." we both smiled at each other like we always do, things were finally back to normal.    

Neteyam took me to this place he had this one forest area he found while exploring, this place made him feel at home, he really misses the forest, but I think Hes happy here too, I hope. The place he took me to was memorizing, it was beautiful. that glow surrounding your feet on the ground after taking a step, the little pounds with a beautiful purple at the bottom filled with Lilypad's. we finally reached the place he took me, there was a huge white net looking thing going from one tree to another, the trees were so high up you would hardly recognize the net being up there.

"Come onn, let's go" Neteyam said excitingly, "Are you serious? up there... No way" I replied, "oh come on now, don't be a wuss." OfCourse, I had to go up to impress him. I was about to pass out when we finally reached the top onto the net, it was so soft and comfortable, it was definitely worth all that climbing.  the sun had just set, we had spent all day together, till eventually locked eye contact, it was going to happen omg.. we both closed our eyes and slowly went in for a kiss, my lips hit his it was my first kiss.. and it was amazing, slow but passionate. I love this boy..  Eventually I pulled away, I was shocked. we laid down smiling at each other and cuddle till we fell asleep.  

Neteyams pov:

I woke up in shock, "Where am I?" I looked around and saw Aonung and it all came back to me. I couldn't help me but just stare at him for half an hour till he woke up. "Morning forest boy  <3" he said making sure i knew he was up, "morning ma nung :)" 

we both had the biggest smile on our faces. He made me so happy. we realized our families are probably worried and we should head back home. the reef was becoming more like home to me now, mostly because Nung is here to help me get through it all.  he really understands me... sometimes i feel like he gets me more than i get myself, we had made a plan to meet the following night, just before sunset at the same place. I think that's our comfort place. 

"TEYAM! HII." his words make my day i just can't, he's just so everything. "Nungg! heyy" i replied trying to match his vibe. "I think I've figured it out Teyam.."   "hm? figured what out ma Nung?"   "I.. see you" OH MY GOD... HE JUST SAID THAT, AM I DREAMING? "oh my god nung, i see you <3"

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