𝐌𝐀 𝐓𝐄𝐘𝐀𝐌 (ᴀᴏɴᴇᴛᴇ)

please come back..

Me and Neteyam have been dating for 3months now, and our parents still don't know...  to be honest I haven't been telling my friends about us either.

I do love him, so much. but there's still this side of me that doesn't want to believe I fell in love with a boy. I'm just so scared I'll do something to ruin my relationship with him and my family, but I feel like no matter what I do I'm always disappointing someone. It's not that I don't want people to know, it's just that I don't want them to know right now, I'm just not ready yet but I know that Neteyam wants everyone to know already and He's even talking about telling our parents. I want to do what's best for him.. He is my boyfriend after all. 

We made plans to meet up with the whole friend group, including my friends on top of that, but there's just one problem.. none of my friends know that me and Neteyam are dating, I told Teyam that they know but I lied, I knew that they would tell my parents immediately. the only one out of my friends who know about us in Roxto but I knew he would never tell anyone. I wanted to tell my friends about me and neteyam I really did but I just kept putting it off. I knew that I had to make sure I told then before Neteyam could so that I don't fail him. But Neteyam is always up early and always get places before the rest of us.

I started running to the reef as soon as I got up so that I could get there before teyam and tell my friends about us so that I don't screw things up with us completely, but I was too late... "no no no, this can't be happening" I thought to myself worried about what was going to happen next. "Ma nung!" Neteyam said then continued to run up and hug me. I love his hugs and I don't really care what my friends will think, but I know that it's going to be neteyam who's disappointed. one of my friends just yelled. "Ma aonung? what do you mean your aonung, you guys are dating?" Neteyam just gave me this look, he looked so shocked mixed with upset. "Oh shit... Neteyam please I'm so sorry" he ran away, "guys what the fuck?" I said again. I came after him as soon as I said that. I think that neteyam felt embarrassed and betrayed at the same time

 He had ran to the forest area we would always go to, but I didn't want to go up and upset him even more then he was now. "Baby please, I'm so sorry I'm an idiot for not telling them. please can I come up?" he sat up in the net crying, I couldn't help but just cry as well.. "Please Neteyam.. I've never felt this way about someone in my life. I love you so much I can't lose you."   "I love you and do everything for you.. and you cant even tell your friends about us dating..? I think your abit to late, you already lost me." he said while flying away with his Ikran. I couldn't even speak, I just broke down in tears and fell on my knees.

 I was like that for around half an hour, till I heard Tsireya and Lo'ak screaming my name as they walked up to me. I started panicking remembering that I literally let Neteyam fly away on his Ikran. "no.. oh my god Lo'ak I'm so sorry, I failed you and your brother, what is He's hurt lo'ak? he need to find him." I said holding back tears "What do you mean.. he's gone?" Lo'ak replied pissed tf off.  

*ABIT OF A BAKCROUND INFO*

(Neteyam is a huge overthinker and when he gets upset he will just fly off without telling anyone where he's going, it can last for days. And Aonung isn't good at expressing his feelings and will always keep it to himself so no one really knows what's going on with him when there's something going on, but him and teyam are trying to work on that) 

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NOO I KINDA HATE THIS PART NGL...

also do we want a happy or sad ending..?