Trapped thoughts

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All these thoughts are rushing like a tidal wave...

The tidal wave slams me against my own insecurities relentlessly
I can't swim through them and i feel like im drowning...

The thoughts get heavier and heavier with each day...

I dont think i can escape them much longer...

I feel lost and confused...and upset at myself..

These thoughts will drown me.
But i dont want to burden anyone especially not my family...

I could tell my friends but what if they don't believe me...

I cant tell them...they might leave me, so ill keep it to myself.

The thoughts get louder and heavier...

The thoughts are now a torrential flood that I can't stop...

All the trapped thoughts flood like a river after heavy rain...

But I can't tell anyone or they will leave

So I try to dam the thoughts but its difficult...

The flood of thoughts keep swelling higher and higher...

The flood is over my head now, the sounds are muffled...

Maybe I should just let the flood take me and drown me...

-Nova

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