sector XI
honestly i already talked to my BOD's and crew about im closing this EO. bless me, they positively response my decision and we decided to make our january client was the last one.
jesslyn, the one who i talked and discuss a lot about EO beside moses and shua was asked the exactly reason and i just tell her i wanna chase my doctors degree and there's a big chance i'll go back to the US after if i can't pass the firm i want to work with here.
also these days i was busy for get the recommendation letter to enter UI cause i had to get contact with my lectures at Columbia and Fordham and it was really made my head spinning around as fuckkkkk
and how about my relations with shua?
never been good.
a week after our fight, he keep try to apologized and contact me every day. he always ask my time to talk but i was try to set the boundaries with him also the UI things make me super busy. and when i get a chance to take a breath, i tell him to met me at moses's house since im not gonna invite just him to mine
the curious moses really can't shut his mouth before i explain him so details so i did. and he doesn't tell me any opinions, he just he will keep roots us whatever the decision is, he will respect everything.
i also tell my brother that everything was fine now cause he also knows what happens between his sister and his very bestfriend.
actually its really sad that i feel like how stiff me and joshua when we met and there is also dellon sitting next to me. i was told moses to keep his mouth shut up cause i don't wanna anyone also feel the same as i did. just moses me and shua, not everyone
but look how dellon treat shua like nothing happens make my heart feel warm. even once he was asked how about pick up athan with shua and me, the three of us since athan was too young to understand what happens between his ii and his favorite om lately and suddenly his ii bring someone new called om kavin (yes i called him kavindra since dells was too mainstream)
AND THE SHOCK-EST MOMENT GOES TO ........
THERE IS SOMETHING BETWEEN ANDILA AND JOHAN LATELY
FOR REAL.
and the urgent thing is
MY BROTHER ALSO ASKING OF HER LATELY
what my best friend did to them till they act like this to me?!
it always is the silliest story ever of them and a perfect storm for me
i know it's slightly my fault since i brought her to moses's place that night, made han meet her while his situation was screwing up with vanes and now they're broken up even tough that's their responsibility not anyone's.
but that's the point. andila's behavior who welcomes everyone in her 'arms' plus, han's unhealthy coping mechanisms made them crush into each other after a couple hours we left them.
i know it's not a shocked moments of them but its getting worse when my one and only brother also FLIRT WITH HER LIKE
JESUS
there will be a big war between han and stef since they were a very bestfriend and both of them are hating to lose.
okay okay so here the story.
dellon and i decided to going home earlier than everyone cause he has got to prepare his meeting materials so i drove him back since he wasn't bring his car. but before i asks her about me to leave she said to me first like she likes my friends company so she will stay without me.
