Chapter 21: The beginning of chaos.

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Yoon's Pov:

Why is he doing all this for me?... I mean... I'm not blind... I can clearly see what he's doing for me... it's like he wants me for him only... he does so much more efforts to make me happy... and what makes my heart beat so differently is every time he comes close to me or when he touches me... yes, his touch... his special charm... his smile... even his boldness and him being pervert seomtimes with me, are no longer bothering me... as if I accepted my presence near him... and I accepted this destiny... am I really his wife?... of course I am...

I'm only twenty-two... and he's twenty-five... who marries at this age?... especially a handsome, young and rich boy like him... and I can't forget the fact that he's a mafia... and that time I saw him killing someone... this is what scares me the most and hurts me every time I feel like I'm accepting him...

What's the reason why he pursued me in the first place and forcing me to marry him and live with him?... and his behavior now with me... despite his frightening anger issues, his special ways of punishing and threatening...but I simply cannot ignore the fact that he cares for me and his concern and worry about me... the way he looks at me... and how he treats me tenderly despite his harsh and sometimes scary nature... yes... I can see the efforts he makes to show me that he really cares for me... well... I have a one asnwer for all of this... Jungkook loves me?... does he love me?...

What else would it be?... that makes sense given his actions... but... he never said he loves me... he never confessed to me before... his actions show how much he cares about me, but why didn't he ever say it?... he doesn't seem like the shy type, but he's bold and pervert and he says anything that comes to his mind... he even does whatever he likes with me except recently... although he broke some rules a bit by kissing me without my permission... but other than that, he's careful with me... he's carful not to hurt me or force me... I can clearly see his fear and worry when it comes to my health and safety... but why has he never confessed to me despite all this?... this is really confusing and whenever I come to conclusions with evidence that maybe he loves me, I go a thousand steps back when I don't find a convincing excuse that prevents him from confessing his love to me... is all this just obsession or just admiration and it'll go away one day?... but if that's the case, then why the recklessness and get married to me?... I don't know eeally... I'm in a circle...

"Yoon-ah... hey Yoon-ah!". Is that Lisa's voice?... yeah... Lisa's voice. Lisa interrupted my thoughts and wandering when she was calling me. "Humm... what?". She gave me a strange lstare more like a glare and then she said, "you've been distracted since the lesson started... hand me my pen under your arm". I handed her the pen and then I said, "I don't know... I'm just tired".

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Moments later, the lesson ended. Some are starting to get out of the classroom. I'm still sitting in my double seat with Lisa when suddenly Jisoo came over and sat on top of our table and then sheexchanged incomprehensible looks with Lisa with signs of displeasure on their faces, then suddenly Jisoo asked out of nowhere, "Yoon-ah... when were you planning to tell us about your boyfriend the CEO huh?".

Jungkook's Pov:

I'm sitting in a room near my office at the company, thinking about what happened this morning with Yoon.

I'm sitting in a room near my office at the company, thinking about what happened this morning with Yoon

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