You excite me (Jeff x male reader)

I don't want you to

I should've let him die...

As I spoke those words in my head he held me from behind. He relaxed his body onto me and let out a deep sigh of relaxation.

"You smell great..."

His hands ran through my torso as if they were looking for something to find. I could feel him breathing in my scent. After a moment or two, he just hugged me. He had fallen asleep after a minute in no world has it ever been normal to sleep standing up.

I lead him to my bed but once I let go of him he woke back up. We started at each other before he pulled me onto the bed with him.

He smelled of cigarettes and sweat, this overpowered the blood. This wasn't the best scent to inhale but over time I didn't even smell it. He had fallen asleep quickly and I had as well. I hadn't slept amazing for the past few days this was the first time without the terrified feeling.

The whole situation was terrifying, laying in bed with a horny killer? What if he kills me? Or worse! I felt myself tremble and before I knew it he was stroking my hair. Did he think I was having a nightmare? Feeling my face heat up I just clung to him until I fell asleep.

Maybe it wasn't so bad, maybe he wasn't so bad...

After our three-hour nap, I woke up to him staring at me.

"Haha, what are ya doing you creep-"

I covered his eyes in a joking way.

"How'd you sleep..."

I shrugged I couldn't remember any of the dreams I had.

"You had a nightmare, nightmares- you cried"

I felt my face ignite not only did I cry, but I also cried in front of him.

"You're a pretty crier~"

He pitched my cheeks playing with them like a little kid.

"Asshole..."

"Oh~ you're embarrassed?"

He laughed and hopped onto me. I gasped grabbing onto his legs, he was sizing me up. He placed his forehead on mine kissing my cheek down my face and trailing down my neck. He left will bites and kisses all over it. He was basically claiming me and I only had one or two turtle necks in my closet-
He traced the marks with his thumb looking at me with lust.

"U-uhm, how about I make us some pancakes?"

He stared at me but hopped off after a moment of thought.

"While I'm doing that do you wanna talk a shower...? I have some extra clothes!"

He shrugged as I handed him a towel for when he was done.
I make the pancakes listening to the sound of running water. It was a calming sound but it also made me need to piss-

I set the syrup on the counter as he came out. I rubbed his long wet hair with a towel groaning a small bit.

"You smell nice! The food is done."

He smiled making me sit down next to him rubbing his hands in my hair. He took a bite of his food looking at me. He took a piece of my own pancake and put it up to my mouth.
I took a bite enjoying the sweet taste of the breakfast delight.

"It's good!"

I felt myself smile letting him feed me. He didn't seem to want me to feed him though, he was just fine on his own. When we were both done I washed our dishes, I felt his gaze burning into my back.

"Does he Not love you?"

"Huh..?"

"Your dad?"

I stayed quiet for at least a minute, I didn't wanna seem depressing but I genuinely just didn't know. I feel ignored, I feel abandoned.

"I hope..."

After I got done cleaning I did school work with Jeff, his literature was minimal and his math skills just didn't exist. His favorite word was deez... he was like a middle school boy.

He was funny at least and had a sense of humor. His laugh was raspy and he coughed after laughing too hard. His cheeks got bigger when he smiled asking to be pinched. He smiled and I went in for the squeeze, all he did was stare at me.

"Jackass."

I laugh but was soon cut off by him getting closer to my face. His hand rested on the side of my face and after a moment he squished my face. We both laugh as I push him away.

"Stop! Hahaha!"

He rolled his eyes.

"Make me~"

"Make You? If you read a doctor Seuss book You'd go into a coma-"

He stuck out his tongue flipping me off. I grab onto his hand holding it laying on his shoulder. He comforted me, why did I trust him so much?
I jump at a knock on the door and stand up. Jeff was against it at first but I stood up before he could grab hold of me. 

I open the door, Jeff standing behind me. It was the boy from before that was slightly taller! Brown hair and his face-

"D-DUDE YOU WHOR-"

Jeff pushed the both of them out before he could finish his sentence. I stood alone in silence before I heard screaming from the both of them. I covered my ears speed walking to my room as quickly as I could.

I could hear them from my room as I put the pillow over my ears. Who was that? By his wording his friend, an angry one. After about fifteen minutes he walked into my room. He squatted down by my bed looking into my eyes.

"I have to go..."

I felt my heart drop as he ruffed my hair walking out of the room.

"H-hey wait!"

He stood still looking back at me looking back.

"I don't want you to..."