Understand

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It was Jeff's jacket.

I walk upstairs my eyes darting across the hallway. There was blood puddling out of Xavier's room. Shit
I run over to the room looking at the blood doing my best not to step in the pool of red liquid.
The window to his room was shattered with blood

"Oh my god..."

I whisper before feeling a sharp pain In my side making me yelp out in pain. I fall to my knees my eyes looking at the knife in my side up to the person who did it.

"Xavier..?"

I whisper out before my head hits the floor.

Xaviers pov

It all happened so fast. I had just got home and noticed the door was broken. We had been having trouble with our neighbors so I just thought this was another one of their crazy problems.
I'll call the police after I sort out y'ns problem.

But I noticed little things. Windows being unlocked, a knife missing, and the feeling of being watched.

I knew who it was I'm not stupid. It's the fucking creep. I locked the windows back and walked up to my room where I found him. Jeff.
He had violent eyes and a knife in his hand. He was holding it so tight his knuckles were whiter than his unhealthy skin tone.

But his face.

Oh god, his face.

It was deranged and you could see his cheekbones from starvation. His mouth cut into a smile and when he opened his mouth you could see his yellow teeth.
My hands tighten into fists my heart racing faster.
His eyes were so wide I couldn't tell if he had eyelids.

He had a white hoodie on before he slowly walked to me. "Hey," he whispers before I slam my fist into his sharp cheekbone making him stumble back with a cough.
He licks his lips before running at me wildly slashing the knife in his hand. He had landed a cut on my cheek, arm, and collarbone.

I was so panicked it felt like I was forgetting to breathe.
His breathing was raspy like he couldn't get air through his throat.
I heard footsteps downstairs the second I turned my head I was slammed into the corner making me stumble onto the floor.
"Xavier!"
My eyes felt fuzzy I couldn't tell what was happening.
I saw Jeff drop his knife and run behind the door. I grabbed the knife he dropped and huffed before I saw Him again.
In a swift moment, I stabbed Into his side making him yell...but his voice wasn't raspy. It was higher pitched.

"Xavier..?"

Oh fuck.

Y/n fell to the floor and I quickly dropped to the floor

"Y/n!? Y/n fuck!"

I look to the side and see the most hateful, deranged stare. Jeff panted staring at y/n as blood poured out of him.

"What. Did. You. do."

Jeff whispers before stepping into the blood and leaping into me grabbing my throat with his chewed-down nails.

Y/ns pov

I gasped for air my hands clawing at my throat I watched Jeff launch at Xavier grabbing him by his throat.

"Wait-"

I struggle to speak. As I watch Jeff and Xavier fight.

"Wait!"

I cough out trying to prop myself up hissing as the knife moves inside my body.

"Fucking stop!"

I shouted but despite their yelling, they didn't hear me. I crawl over to Jeff grabbing his waist trying to pull him off Xavier

"Jeff!"

"HE STABBED YOU!"

Jeff shouts before.

Before.

A loud crack.

Jeff's hand stops straining and slowly lets go of Xavier's neck.
I pant loudly before shoving Jeff with all my might

"How could you!"

I cry out beginning to hit on his shoulder.

"This is your fault!"

Jeff stares at me as I weakly beat on his body.

"He hurt you...he stabbed you..."

Jeff whispers in my ear flicking the knife in my side making me wince.

"Anyone who hurts you."

He mumbled before wanking the knife out of my side making me yell.

"I'll kill them."

I pant tears leaking from my eyes as my hand presses against my wound.
I mentally curse myself for trusting this asshole.
My throat closed up as I cried from pain and the loss of my best friend.

"How could you..."

I whisper crawling over to Xavier's body his eyes cold, those weren't the eyes I wanted to remember.

"You didn't have the right!"

I snap swatting Jeff away from me as he comes in for a hug.

"He hurt you!"

Jeff coughs after he shouts his voice in a constant state of soreness.

"Who did he think I was!?"

I cry out before looking down at Xavier's throat my fingers brushing the bruises beginning to form around his broken neck.

"You act like he was important..."

Jeff rolls his eyes and slouches.

"He was!"

I sniffle moving Xavier's curly hair from his forehead.

"You wouldn't understand..."

I whisper looking over to Jeff with a hateful gaze. I could see his eyebrows lower as his heart breaks in his eyes.

"You don't understand human life...he was a person! With thoughts! And feelings-"

"Feelings for you!"

Jeff shouts before coughing again and rubbing his throat.
I stare at him in disbelief my brows furrowing as rage bubbled up inside me.

"So you'll kill anyone who thinks I'm attractive?!"

My voice breaks as I raise my voice. I turn to Jeff and stand up making him quickly stand up for
His knees as well.

"That's not what I meant-"

"Then what do you mean- cause its real fucking confusing-"

"Just listen!"

His voice strains and he winces from his sore throat. I hugged my sides trying to stop the blood but I felt myself getting dizzy.

"No! You can't justify this!"

"I can-"

He cups my cheeks holding my face securely not allowing me to move away.

"I'm a crush! You'll find another boy!"

"Not like you- not-"

"You will!"

I yank my face away stumbling back. I felt myself losing grip on reality. He tugs at his hand growling.

"I'm trying to communicate and you're being a bitch!"

"You killed my best friend!"

"Because he was bad!"

He screams out making me wince and cover my ears. I pant slightly trying to calm myself.

"Dont scream-"

I look up at him with a frown before I feel a blow hit my face. I blacked out as soon as I hit the floor.

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