You excite me (Jeff x male reader)

happy trail

Biting at my nails I feel the blood drip down them onto my pants.

I sat there doing nothing but being nervous, I felt the panic come back to hit me making my whole body quiver. I didn't feel like eating, I didn't feel like doing anything, after I few hours I hear the window open. I grabbed anything a could and waited at the door frame.
I felt my hands shake, I didn't know who it was or what their intentions were. I heard foot steps I felt my heart pound making my grip tighter on the handle. Jeff came from the corner quickly the knife in my hand went to his throat but stopped before any damage was done.
I saw his face light up.

"You gonna stab me?~"

He covered his mouth getting closer. I took the knife away from his throat dropping the knife to the floor.

"N-no! No god no I thought you were someone else- your friend he-"

"You're bleeding."

I Pause my breath looking at my hands that were covered in blood from my ripped up nails.
He took ahold of my hand and licked them looking up at me.
I wave my hand away from his face.

"I'll just w..wash my hands-"

He licked his lips staring at me walking over to the sink.

"I wish you stabbed me~"

I put soap on my palms feeling the sting from the water.

"Why? I don't want to hurt you-"

He wrapped his arms around my waist smiling with a breath down my neck.

"I don't mind..."

I felt sad for him, did he not mind due to being used to it? Or was it a freaking fetish he had with his many others. Either way was really sad. I sighed flicking his face with water.

"I do, I'm not gonna stab you dude."

He pouted a small bit and wiped his face where I had flicked the water smiling.

"Love me too much?~"

I roll my eyes but I could feel the blush on my face set in. He laughed as I covered his face pushing him away. I grabbed some pop tarts and throw myself on the couch he threw himself on me his head on my chest looking at me.
His smile was wide and creepy. He was like an annoying cat.
I didn't love him, that would be creepy! He's gross and a stalker- he doesn't even know normal hygiene. I take a bite of my pop tart and put the other side to his mouth for him to bite onto. I continued to think as I sat there with him eating. What would Zander think if I were to just run off with this crazy bastard? 
I stroke his hair over thinking things, what if I did? What if I didn't.

Why is it so important now? I heard his gentle snores as my hand ran through his silky hair. I close my eyes but all I could focus on was his breathing. He was so calm for once, it was nice.
After only a moment I fell asleep

Nap skip ooOoooooOooOoo

With a groan I sit up and look around trying to find the crazy raccoon that likes to crash at my house. walking  around I try my best to find him.

"Jeff...Jeff where are you?"

Opening up my room, the bathroom, the closet, even my dads room. He was No where to be found, biting my lip I see the door unlocked. Almost as soon as I reached for the door it opened with a smiling black haired guy. I felt my soul leave my body.
He smiled at me grabbing my shoulders.

"You free tomorrow night?"

I felt my heart pound staring at his cut up smile.

"Why...?"

He pinched my cheeks pulling out two movie tickets.

"Look-"

I Stare at the two pieces of paper he had in his hand.

"Are those for real dude?"

He laughed fluttering them in my face.

"Yeah! And we're gonna go~"

I take the tickets from his hand staring at them.

"How'd you get these?"

He kicked his foot with his hands in his pockets looking away from me.

"I wanna spend time with you-"

"But how'd you get them?"

He scratched his head with a slight blush.

"Just saw them...I didn't steal them!"

I Cross my arms feeling my heart warm up. I had seen the movie before but, not with him.

"Alright, let's go tomorrow!"

He smiled with his stained teeth, I couldn't help but smile with him.

"It's a date right?~"

He wrapped his arms around my shoulders trailing his hand to the back of my hair gently pulling it.

"Do you want it to be?"

I felt his breath on my neck as he kissed and nipped at it. My back on the wall his hand trailed up my shirt feeling me up. He sucked on my collar bone and jawline. He went in for a kiss but I lift up my face making him bite my chin.

"Let's wait till our third date buddy."

I laugh pushing him off me, he smiled wiping the drool from his mouth.

"I'll remember that~"

I giggle covering his mouth with my hand kissing the back of it.

"Do you go out without a mask on?"

"No not really-"

I nod walking to my room looking around for a mask he could use.

"Take off your hoodie."

He grinned pulling it off him throwing it at me in a quick moment.

"If I can't get these stains out you'll have to wear one of mine."

He laid on my bed on his back with a groan.

"They'll think I'm an edgy teen like you"

He laughed at his own joke I rolled my eyes looking at the scars on his body. My eyes moved down to his visible happy trail. My body shivered as I threw a shirt at him then covered my mouth.

"Jesus dude..."