Fuck You!

Ch. 12: Promises or Lies?

"I didn't know, I promise."

Those were the words that broke Izuku more. He couldn't find it in himself to believe them. And he wanted to so bad, he wanted to believe Katsuki, but he couldn't believe him. He was to hurt by the blonde to actually believe he wouldn't do that.

"Stay away from me."

"Izu please, I swear I didn't know, if I knew I would've been with you, talking to her. I wouldn't be here right now if I knew. I promise. .. please look at me." The blonde begged as the greenette refused to look his way.

"Leave me alone Bakugo, I don't want you here."

Katsuki was hurt at the name, but he wasn't about to let that keep him from trying to get through to Izuku.

"You may not want me here but it's a public place I'm allowed to stay."

"God your so annoying."

"At least I'm still doing something to you." Katsuki mumbled, feeling as if Izuku stopped feeling they way he felt three weeks ago.

"What?"

"Nothi-"

"You think I don't have feelings for you or something?!" Izuku asked finally looking at him with tears in his eyes.

"I figured-"

"What? Because I shut everyone out that I don't care anymore?! I shut you all out! Because I care! Way more than I feel I should! The first week was just me being petty, but I missed you and you pushed me away, I understood what you were saying but having you in my life makes me want to fight for myself. You made me feel like I wasn't worth it. I know it wasn't your intention, but it doesn't change the fact that you left. But that also doesn't change the fact that I fell for you, hard. No matter if it hurt when you left I knew you didn't mean to hurt me and I couldn't be mad at you. Though now? I- ... I don't know what I feel. I do want to believe you but I can't. You know when you left me in the hospital it hurt, way more than I would like to admit and if you could do that to me there's nothing stopping you from lying. That's the logic that's in my head. This conversation it hurts my head, I- I can't talk to you right now so please leave or I will."

The blonde was still trying to process all that the other teen told him. He didn't realize how much him leaving the hospital would affect the guy.

"I can't leave, and you won't either. I would be crazy to leave you alone. And I'm assuming from the bleeding hand where your IV was you escaped again. If you go back the hospital will probably put you on a 5150 till your release. So, though you don't want to talk to me your going to have to so we can figure this out."

At the mention of his hand, Izuku stuffed it in his pocket and looked away.

"What's a 5150?"

"They hold you in the psyc ward and they'll evaluate you and your mental health and see if you're a danger to yourself or others and can keep you there until they think your safe. They do other stuff but from what I remember that's what they do with 5150's."

"How do you know all this?" Izuku asked quietly.

"My moms sister went through a lot and went through the process multiple times before she committed suicide."

"Sorry."

"It's okay, I was seven when she died and hardly ever saw her."

"Hm."

"So, are you planning on going back?"

"Yeah, I just wanted to talk to her, I always planned on going back."