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MONDAY
6:30amI'm in the kitchen making my morning smoothie ,I'm about to leave for work and today is my last day then it's my mertanity leave.
The nanny is probably here but she's earlier than usual,she's always here at around 7, story about Ma'Zantsi is for another day to tell all I'm saying is that ugirl got hitched by my one and only father (side eye)
"Lulu", what the actual fuck?I don't turn around instead I'm frozen right by the blender.
My dear ancestors please tell me it's really him and it's not only in my big head. I feel his arms snake around my waist,omg it's him ,his rubbing the side of my tummy
ME: Zakhele??
I finally turn around, fuck!he looks so different in a very sexy way, his grown out his beard,his got more muscle and has different cologne on but seeing him makes me feel very emotional and angry but my love for him overpowers my anger.
His holding onto my hands and looking into my soul.ZAKHELE
I didn't think that this would be my reaction when seeing her but I just realized that keeping her from me hurt me more .
I try hugging her but her belly is stopping that from happening so I just hold onto her hands and walk us upstairs to our bedroom.ME: sawbona ngelosi yam
(hello my angel)
LUYANDA:Heyy
She says this with glossy eyes and I'm cupping her face ,i just want to kiss those all of a sudden plump pink lips.
I lean in for a kiss she looks up and we kiss so passionately and when we both stop I realize that we both have tears rolling down our faces.
LUYANDA:I need to get dressed,I don't want to be late it's my last day
She says walking into the closet.
Truth of the matter is that things weren't nice when I left, I've never been able to deal with painful situations but that situation was the toughest that I've had to deal with,I had to forgive myself and forgive her.
I never ever want to put us through that ever again.ME: I'll drive you to work but can you knock off early today?
LUYANDA:I'll try 13:30?
ME:12? please.
LUYANDA: ok.
She sits on her closet ottoman struggling to put her sandle on,I feel bad now because I wasn't available all along to help her,I go down on my one knee helping her.
LUYANDA:thank you
ME: don't. Where is Yaya?
LUYANDA:I'm about to get him up so his nanny can get him ready,his going to my dad's for the day ,they miss him.
ME: can't you raincheck them for tomorrow,please?I just want to spend time with him...
LUYANDA:I'll text ubaba.
We walk down the stairs and we get into the BMW ix and we drive off.
It's very silent ,not an awkward silent but it's just a very loud silence.R.I.P to AKA🤍
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Zakhele {UNEDITED & FULLY COMPLETED}
RomanceMeet Luyanda whose on a journey to get her life back on track. Trying to get her life back and work around being a good mom and daughter she falls head over hills<3 Was she ever ready for Zakhele? Let's do it again...? 🤍