Zakhele {UNEDITED & FULLY COMPLETED}

Zakhele's Love 21

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ZAKHELE
"you were not here Zakhele."
"I know Lulu."
This conversation took a very emotional turn,we crying and honestly?it doesn't make me any weak.
As the months went by there's nothing that I wished more than to be by her side through the months. I'm not on good terms with my father because of the decision he took for me,what I went through was no child's play,what I went through these past few months would make no man ever cheat.
CHEATING...my one night affair,I regret it with everything in me but I've also learnt that I have to forgive myself for my sinful actions and I truly have,but what I need now is my wife's forgiveness so we could grow our family.

Truth is that I love Lulu more than life it's self, I've learnt to cherish our sacred joyful memories.

LUYANDA: Zakhele now that we having this long awaited conversation I need to tell you how I feel, just let me express my feelings the best way I've learnt to.
ME:okay, I'm listening but I need you to also hear me out.
LUYANDA:ok.
She holds my hands into her small chubby hands,I missed the feel of them
LUYANDA:I love you so,so,so much Phakathwayo wam omuhle. What you did hurt me so much,it broke me ,the first few months of you being away were the most confusing,I lost myself and I thought that losing myself would be me losing it all. That image of you in-between her thighs haunted me and it still does,let alone the sound's of it but I don't want to carry on with our marriage with me still being haunted by your infedility,my reaction is not to be justified or be validated ,it was down right wrong of me ,I'm so very much sorry ,I really am,yobe Gumede. I'm ready to move on Gumede, ng'khathele I just want to enjoy my last month of pregnancy,with you , with Bayanda,us as a family.
ME:Thank you,Luyanda I am so sorry and that time apart showed me that to forgive you,I need to forgive myself and I truly have forgiven myself.
More than anything I'm sorry Luyanda ,but I'm also just as tired, I don't have much to say but I just have my actions to show.
Will you allow me to show you?
LUYANDA:Yes,do you love me?
ME:more than life itself MaDube.

This is all I needed,yes I know she'll still have insecurities,like asking ukuthi ngya'phi? who is calling? that's okay,I'm willing to work on gaining her trust again.

Hey guys,I'm trying to brainstorm.
Brainstorm violence man!drama ,like someone dying type shii...