Zakhele {UNEDITED & FULLY COMPLETED}

Zakhele's Love 1

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ZAKHELE

10:30

ME:Calvin, maak hierdie kak skoon, ek gaan my meddie sien.
I get into my matte black Ford ranger truck, I drive to my house in Khayalami. I just got out the house and I decided to take the BMW M4, passed by Woolworths just to get few things for imama lami and our son.

After I saw MaDube at the private I just knew I had to make her mine, she looked like an angel, she's Tango Ncetezo typa thick,i didn't care about her being pregnant I want to have a family with her, to raise him together. When she stopped attending her appointments I was miserable so I took it upon myself to track her down and I found her then I made sure that boy she called a boyfriend disappear, I hope he doesn't come back because If he does oh well shit!
I also want her to go back into being an advocate, I want her to be independent again I'm not getting into her life to tie her down, I want to build her.

I just arrived in Thembisa and I park outside of her home, I know her father isn't home usemsebenzini,besides I don't want her walking a distance with my son.

LUYANDA

I just had a shower and Yanda is still asleep, I'm looking at him sleep he's so innocent, how can such an innocent soul be an offspring of such an evil person I'm let out of my thoughts when my phone rings, I didn't even realise I was crying, its an unknown number...
'Hello'
'MaDube'
Ah fuck! Yini kanti nga'lo?

ME:Ufunani vele?
HIM:ngithi sawubona MaDube
ME:Hi,Zakhele.
HIM:unjani?
ME:I'm well thanks.
HIM:I'm outside, come with my son, angam'boni phela.

Haibo Sathane? I'm being tested! Why would he even see Bayanda to begin with, mxm. I'm actually so exhausted but something tells me to trust him and I get my baby gently and some of he's things, as I'm walking towards the gate he helps me open it and he says we should get into the car instead, we sit in the back seat.

HIM:can I hold him?
ME:Zakhele why are you doing this? Uzi'misele ngyak'bona but honestly what's going on?
HIM:I'm glad my intentions are clear to see, I don't want to beat around the bush with YOU, I want...
I cut him off...

ME:you want to what? kubo bonke, wakhetha mina,a woman who doesn't know if she's coming or going, I can't get to where I want to be emotionally and mentally because I've got a baby who needs my attention, I've got issues, I get nightmares and it gets harder somedays, Zakhele ngithi ufunani?
HIM:let me in, I want to help you heal, I want to be the one you call when shit gets hard, I want us to raise our son, I want to laugh with you, I want to cry with you,just let me love you Luyanda, let me love you and Bayanda, let me.

Yoh I'm crying and I've shed some tears on my baby too, he takes him from me and he's craddling him so well.

about 10min later we still sitting silently, my head is on he's shoulder while he's craddling Yaya, I've been thinking about what he said and something in me is telling me to give him a chance but I'm scared.

ME:Can we take it slow?
HIM:Me and you can take it slow but don't expect the same with my son, there will be no boundaries.
ME:Don't break me, I'm already broken.
HIM:The first step to that is Therapy and for you to stop locking yourself up in this house, I'm going to take you two out more now, I love you, both of you and all of you.

I just nodded my head, I can't really say much.

HIM:I bought ya'll some goodies and some baby stuff, I don't know these things, we'll do them more together.
I giggle and he kisses my cheek.
ME:ok.

Oh Luh? What are you doing?