A knock on the door woke me up. Jimin was fast asleep and showed no signs of waking up soon. I rubbed my eyes and looked at my phone for the time. 4:30 am. Who could that even be? I yawned and wrapped a throw blanket around me. The house was dark and gave me an airy feeling. I opened the door to reveal a sad looking Javi. So Jimin didn't kill him. He is alive."Hey." Javi offered me a sad smile. "Can we talk?"
I looked around outside then behind me towards the room Jimin and I were sleeping in. "Yes." I stepped aside to let him in.
He shook his head no. "Can we talk outside?" He pointed to the park across the street.
I nodded. "Let me go grab a sweater and some shoes." I turned around leaving the door open slightly and I ran up to the room grabbing Jimin's purple hoodie and my white sneakers. I ran back down to Javi and opened the door. "Alright lets go."
The both of us walked silently to the park. The park was small for the most part. It had a swing set and a baseball field. There was a small jungle gym as well. We sat on the two swings and slowly swung back and forth.
"I miss you." He broke the silence.
"Javi..."
"Can you hear me out?"
"Okay."
"I miss you so much y/n. You... you didn't deserve how I acted and I'm sorry. I cheated on you and that wasn't okay, I know that. I felt so stressed out from work and just life. I forgot to appreciate you."
I kicked the wood chips underneath my feet then sucked in my lip. "I don't think we're good for each other Javi."
"How would you know, you're giving up on us."
"I'm not giving up on us."
"So you'll take me back?"
"No, you are who gave up on us the second you were with... her." I felt a tear roll down my cheek. "You made me feel so worthless. So... so.... Ugly... and in my head I can't stop thinking what was wrong with me? Why wasn't I enough? What did I do?"
"Y/n....."
"In the back of my mind I'll never good enough because of you."
"Stop it." He looked at me sadly. "I love you y/n."
"You don't destroy someone you love." I hopped off the swing and started walking away. "I may be the one leaving but you're the one who walked away." I said over my shoulder.
"Don't go." He begged. "Please just dont go."
I didn't even turn around to face him. He followed me and grabbed my hand. "Let me go Javi." I yanked it.
"Please don't go."
"Why? Why shouldn't I leave?"
"Because I thought we were in this forever."
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The Hybe Bot (a p.j.m ff)
FanfictionA hybe bot named Jimin was dropped off at y/n's door step. He was meant to help with her depression and loneliness, sent from her mother who always has the strangest gifts to give. Y/n's fiance is not a nice person, however Jimin seems to always be...