The poems of pain

You're alive and I'm dead

I would like to say two more words to you
But I can't tell them now
We are in different worlds
And behind I left ashes
If I could I would tell you
But you're fine and that's ok
I don't want you to think anymore ...
To me, your first man
Who gave you unconditionally
Feelings ...and emotions.
I would tell you the two words
But it's hard and ...
I don't want to ruin your life
Plus you are fine in your own world
And I am me in my world.
There are flowers,
rain and sun ...
Here it is cold,
ash and stink
There birdsong ...
Children's laughter ...and cries
Here only screams of agony
A lot of pain... and torment...
Nice place with grass
Only fire and flames here
But this fire is cold
I'm cold and freezing
I would come to tell you:
I hate you !
But I can't say that
Because I still love you...
Light and dark
Life and death
You are so alive
And I'm so dead