The poems of pain

A letter to my Death

          A glass of wine
and let's talk about you ...
death...
      The worst day of loving someone
it's the day when you lost that person...

         It's the second glass of wine.
         I'm waiting you ...
Death? Where are you?
Why you left my in this cruel world?
I really need you !
I really want you !
Maybe I will find peace in your world ...
Because in the living world it's just a race
for money , for power... and for destruction...
I don't want here !
I don't want to live anymore!
It's enough...for me !
I'm just suffering!
I fell just pain !
I'm tired !
I don't want this anymore...
Oh Death! Come to me !
Hug me ! Kiss me !
Let's dance together...
     forever!
Life ? Life it's not for me !
It's for people who wanna be...
alive...
But Life ?
Please don't be mad at me !
You need to bless the kids ...
They parents and they granny's...
Not me !
I don't want to be ...
  blessed by you!
I don't deserve it!

    Light's are off,
    My eyes are closed.
Death it's coming...and I'm prepared for her !
Death bless me !