Miraculous One-Shots and Smuts

🤍 gone - adrien/chat noir 🤍

draft continued from feb 12, 2023

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"I miss Adrikins."

"I wish my best bro would show up."

"I just want to see him again."

The voices from around me were haunting me. Everyone missed him and I couldn't tell them anything. I swore not to. It doesn't help that Ladybug is fighting by herself recently. The attacks have died down since Adrien went missing, but there still are attacks. I can't tell anyone that I know where Adrien is. I also can't tell anyone where Chat Noir is.

I sighed and got up, deciding to head to the bathroom before class. I expected some smart-ass remark from Chloe, but it seemed even she was too upset. It's been two weeks and the search is still on. It hurts me to keep it from everyone, especially Marinette, since she has a crush on him.

As soon as I got to the bathroom, I felt sick. Sick with guilt and anger. Anger at myself, that is. I rushed to the toilet and threw up. I didn't have time to shut the stall door, which meant another girl saw me. I would have thanked her for pulling my hair back if I could.

*

I walked into the door after unlocking it and sighed. My parents were at work, and I'm sure Adrien was up in my room. I sat my bag down and locked the door again, walking up the stairs. I felt really tired and weak, so as soon as I made it to my room, I laid down. I shut my eyes only to feel a hand on my head. "You feel warm."

"I know." I stated and turned on my other side. I felt the bed dip and then another hand on my cheek. I opened my eyes to be face to face with Adrien. He looked worried. "Adrien, please.." I turned back over and sniffled. I couldn't get away from him though, as he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close.

"Stay home tomorrow.." he whispered to me.

Adrien and I had a secret relationship that ruined everything. Chat Noir and I were seen together, Adrien was caught sneaking out to see me, Ladybug was angry. Everything seemed to go downhill. "I can't." I spoke back, a tear falling down my cheek.

"Y/n, we're going to get through this together."

"I can't even stand being at school anymore. Everyone's upset, Ladybug is hurting. You need to go back home or just go be Chat Noir somewhere. I can't live with the guilt on my chest." I felt tears start to slip from my eyes as I couldn't hold back the emotion anymore. I kept my tears silent. "Maybe it'd be best if we broke up.."

"What?"

"Everything would be better. You could go home and go back to being Chat Noir and go to school and see all your friends. I wouldn't have to carry the weight knowing you're at my house while all of Paris is looking for you. It'd be for the best.."

I felt the bed shift and I heard a small mumble followed by a bright green light. I heard the window unlock and open. I put my hand over my eyes as I tried not to make any noise. I heard the window shut and suddenly everything was silent. I waited for a few seconds before looking around. I was all alone again. I finally let my sobs fall through my mouth as I practically screamed as I cried into my hands.

*

It had been about a week since Chat and I "broke up". Adrien had returned home and was now back at school. The story going around was that Adrien got onto the wrong plane coming back from China and his father sued the airlines. I guess they didn't try fighting the Gabriel Agreste.

I had skipped school for a few days but when I told my mom it was a boy and I wasn't throwing up, she made me go. It was the first day back for me and I hadn't stopped crying since. I hadn't seen Chat again. I'd turn off the TV when it showed Chat returning and talking about how he had to take a break from his job but he was back for good. And now I had to face Adrien. Perfect, charming Adrien.