Chapter 4- Oh Dear Diary

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Evening fell and the sun settled down as I realised it was nearly 12am when I looked down to check my watch *Oh geez's christ!, it's getting late* I thought to myself as I dragged myself a wooden chair and sat by Otto who was again focused on his work scribbling away his notes trying out new formula's.  Gently reaching out his shoulder I put my hand on his big round soft shoulder feeling his muscular shoulder's which I could just hold on forever. Quickly I spoke before things got awkward or before he thought I was a weirdo. "Hey Otto, look I am sure you got everything perfect, it's ready you don't need to stress, but I do think it's best you get rest" He mutters under his breath "Please!, just a few more minutes and promise I will be finished!" he keeps scribbling on notes rubbing his eye, as he continues to work he spills a little bit of a new formula. "See! you are clearly tired now let's get you to bed for your big day tomorrow" I say putting my arm around his, feeling a bit flustered as I feel bright red flush across my cheeks. "Gosh you.." he mutters as he falls half asleep battering his eye lids. "You got a pretty smile..you know..?? has anyone told you that" he says saying half asleep as he grips onto my shoulder tighter turning redder then ever even brighter then a bright red tomato. "Aw thank you Otto that really made my day but we should get you to Rosie so she can tuck you into bed" saying as I put him down on the couch so I could call over Rosie. 

As walking across the big laboratory with the squeaking noises echoing across the hard brick walls, as I see a women with a bright pink gown dress with cute designs of Roses plastered across her dress gown, roses just like her name which I thought was pretty cute, Rosie also had her hair up tied up in a bun rubbing her eyes. "Oh sweetie, you poor thing you should go home you got collage!" she says giving me a gentle hug. Looking at me with a little smile. "Well I'm just about to head right back home and also your husband is laying down on the couch and no need to worry he's fine! I took care of him" without saying another word Rosie cut me off. "Thank you so much, so much for everything your a great kid with big ambitions your parents must be really proud of you and one more thing, thank you for taking great care of my husband have a great evening dear" she walks away slowly realising I had a huge grin across my face trying not scream of happiness. Walking out of the laboratory I head back walking home to my apartment as the cold wind brushes against my face. I couldn't stop thinking about what Rosie said back there, in so many years of living in this planet Rosie and Otto oh gosh..Otto was two of the nicest people I ever met and let's not forget Peter too. As I open my door to my apartment I quickly take off my lab coat and lab card and throw it on my desk as I quickly head to my bedroom and lay in bed exhausted as I slowly fall asleep not caring what's going on around me.

The next morning I wake up feeling a bit different, waking up rubbing my eyes I hear a deep voice instantly realising who's voice it is. "Oh morning handsome, I cooked you breakfast come and get up we got a big day ahead of us" he says when I realise it's Otto the tall man's figure towering over my bed looking down a me leaving me all flustered again. "Ot-otto..?!, what are you doing here I-mean how did you get into my apartment ?! I mean I'm happy to see you-"  running out of words e both fell into a silence just gazing into each other's eyes once again not knowing what to say or do.

(Otto's Pov:)

His beautiful brown hazel eyes flushed in with a bit of light green staring right back at me, couldn't help but get a pinch of butterflies in my stomach. 

*I can't! this isn't how I should behave! this is so unusual of me and I have a wife a wife who loves and cares for me and who's been on my side the whole time. I could never do such a thing to her and I possibly ...couldn't have feelings for hi- No! I cannot it's just a silly little thought Otto nothing else*

"You should eat your breakfast before it get's cold dear" I say leaving the food on his table as I explore his apartment which was filled with vintage thing's everywhere. I sit down on his wooden dinner chair sitting right across the table waiting for him to arrive. Standing in the hall way of the bedroom door I see him, rubbing his eye. "Morning Otto" he says taking a seat starting to gobble his food right away. "Hey slow down dear! there's no rush you can take as long as you need" I chuckle , just the way he is, he's just so cute and can just be himself with confidence which I just love..."So Otto are you ready for your big day I honestly can't wait for you to persuade to make your dreams come true!" I say eating the las bit of my scrambled eggs alongside with bacon. "Well I couldn't have done it without and I want you to be on my side when it all happens" I say with a smile as I see his warm smile, smiling back at me.

I couldn't help that I sensed some type of spark between us, something I never felt not even with my wife it was different, I felt like I knew this man my whole life he gives me attention that can't even be described as words.  

(No one's Pov:)

"Well we should get going or we are going to be late for your big day!" I say grabbing Otto's hand without even realising, I felt his hand grip tighter onto mine making me blush once , why do I feel like this for fuck sakes he's a grown man and I'm a young adult I can't with those nope! not with those weird thoughts I think as I try to brush them off as I try to focus on the big day ahead of us.  

It was mid afternoon as me and Otto were sitting on the cab making our way to the laboratory, I tun to look at Otto I could see from the bits of sweat dripping down his face he was nervous but was also very excited at the same time. We eventually arrived as I see a lot of people enter the big building waiting for this moment to start. I could even see Peter and Harry enter which also made me a little nervous but I could feel m y heart rate increase a little as me and Otto enter the building as he slowly fades into the back of the laboratory getting dressed into his laboratory as I see Harry and Peter come up to me greeting me with their warm smiles. "Wow Y/n I must say I am very proud of you" Harry nods along. "Couldn't agree anymore with Peter, well pal good luck we can't wait see you perform with Otto...or shall I say your little select boyfriend" he says chuckling teasing me once again which I weirdly enjoyed. 

As he walked out he stood there looking so handsome and dear diary this is how I realised I fell in love with this man, a man I shouldn't be in love with.

(Sorry!! this chapter is so short just give me ideas for the next one and what would you like! I'll make sure to post it thank you ! =) ) 

Note: I'll be busy since I have mocks I have to revise for lol.

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