Secret lovers (Otto x Male reader)

Chapter 6- How do you want me?

Waking up I felt dizzy without really seeing anything probably, my legs felt so sore including the rest of my body. After a few minutes or so I finally got up deciding to check my phone, not knowing how long I have been passed out for, my jaw dropped as I saw my phone and seen how many miss calls I got from people including Peter who kept spamming me non stop with messages asking "If I'm okay?" or  "Where are you?" which nearly made my heart skip a beat. As I was about to reply I suddenly heard a sound from my kitchen as if something dropped, my heart started beating faster then ever as I quietly headed towards the kitchen not knowing what was going to happen next.

As I was then hiding behind the kitchen door I heard a humming sound but the voice sounded deep, slowly I started peaking my head through out the door hoping whoever that was wouldn't see me. Then my heart stopped as soon as I saw the person in my kitchen, that metal arm which acted like a snake hissing. My legs became weaker as I saw him I didn't know what to do, I had so many questions that I wanted it to be answered. My heart started beating in a faster paste as I drop something which made a small sound echoing across towards the kitchen. 

I was terrified, what if he was going to hurt me? or worse kill me..... as I hid behind the massive plant which was placed right outside my kitchen. 

*Sir I found a young man hiding behind the plant!!*

"No please! shit-"

I start sprinting but it was no use the arm grabbed my foot and pulled me towards him, he looked different but a good different I thought to myself. Our faces were inches away from each other as if we were about to kiss and I wouldn't be complaining at all if we did. 

*No way he's- no I just can't be attracted to him, I'm not into men right...? but I'm not sure anymore, my brain says something else but for sure I know that my heart desires him but I don't want to desire him but I must push those feelings away*

"Oh my handsome boy the games are over, now let the fun begin" he says with a little smirk on his face while my heart beats faster and faster.

"Oh please Otto, sir whatever your name us please let me go, please let me go please-"

"Oh so now we're begging I see, how cute" 

As he says that he puts his leather clove under my chin and strokes it but then grabs it to turn it to a higher angel where I'm facing him. For some reason I felt the butterflies, I was enjoying this more then being scared for some reason.

"Oh you handsome thing don't be scared, I won't harm you, you handsome boy, it's just that dear you taken care of me so much I just want to take care of you, now put him down" he says to Moe which then Moe starts slowly putting me down.

I stand there trembling not knowing what to say, but for some reason my legs started feeling weak, as if I wasn't able to stand anymore.

"Now handsome go sit on the couch, I have something special cooked for you darling"

*He called me darling...why don't I find this weird...why do I enjoy this?*

"Why are you being so nice to me..?"

"Because darling your the only one who knows something about my project and you can take it to the police so my dear y/n to avoid that from happening, I am kidnapping you"

"Sir so your kidnapping in my house???, it's my house you can't tell me what to-"

He suddenly pushes me onto my own old brown leather couch putting his finger to shush me, then he leans his face closer near mine.

"Oh dear you won't have any choice but to listen to me because what's a handsome useless boy like you going to do against a grown man who has 4 arms hmm dear?"

"Nothing sir-" I mutter under my breath.

"Good boy~" he says with a slight grin occurring on his face.

As I sit there on the couch without being able to move at all with one inch I stare at him as he struggles to cook something.

"Ugh for bloody hell- where are the-" he says as a bowl falls over and the mixture goes all over the floor. 

"for fuck-!" he says again with frustration in his voice as I watch trying my best not to giggle then stares at me with his brown hazel eyes into mine.

"What are you giggling at, it's not funny stop bloody laughing at me!"

"Sir I'm not giggling because you made a tiny mistake I do it too don't worry you aren't the only one I find it cu- I mean it's normal let me help you and I promise I'm not going to run away"

"Finish your sentence" he says looking at me slightly blushing with a little smile but also a stern face at the same time then walks over to me.

"Oh no! sir I meant it's normal nothing else I swear-"

"I know your lying to me darling you can tell me I won't bite you I promise"

*I can't tell him I find him cute, he's going to think I'm a weird creep like all those other teenage girls who's in love with him but what's the difference I am a guy and I bet he isn't into guys and even if he were into guys I know he wouldn't love me back, he's way out of my league*

"I just said I find you cute when you cook but just letting you know sir that just because I said that I find you cute when you cook doesn't mean anything" I say as I slowly start getting butterflies in my stomach with my cheeks slightly turning red as well.

"Oh well thank you dear Y/n-" he says with him mixing his words together not knowing what else to say.

"Look sir let me help you cook, I promise I won't do anything"

"Fine dear come on" he says as I walk alongside him to the mess he made and begin to help him clean the mess. As I was walking I suddenly was about to nearly slip when I fell a pair of big arms grip tight onto me when I suddenly turn around and see him holding me tightly onto my waist.

We both look into each other's eyes deeply without saying anything for a few minutes or so. Out of nowhere he puts his hand on my cheek stroking it.

"Kiss me"

"I- excuse me Y/n dear I-"

I suddenly grab onto his leather jacket and pull him in for a kiss, our lips connected but he didn't push away nor freak out he just let me kiss him till he started kissing me back and putting me on the counter to kiss me more, not being able to help I moan out his name softly as then we both pull away from the kiss.

He then began kissing me again but this time longer and harder as I grab onto him tightly as if we were waiting for this moment our whole lives and this was the moment to do this, the kiss.

"I-" then stand there not knowing what to say, he also stands there not knowing what to say either but then as we suddenly stand there I finally break the silence. 

"I know your a criminal but I don't care, I love you I always have because you see that I always wanted you but I was so scared to admit. Not only that but I want to be yours and I'm willing to do anything for you I'll listen to you and help you with your project just please one chance please" I go hugging him tightly.

"Dear...no your just tricking me by acting like your in love with me so you can make up some excuse and then escape now dear be serious you don't actually love me"

As he kept speaking his voice was cracking as if he was about to cry, it was like the arms were controlling me but deep down I know he wanted to say something from his own heart.

"Get off me-" 

"But-" 

"Stay away from me, I don't ever want to see you again"

Those words hit so deep it shattered my heart I didn't say anything but watched him leave, I didn't cry outside because I didn't want to seem desperate of him staying but I was screaming and crying on the inside, begging he would come back and stay with me.