Chapter 7- I don't know what my heart desires for you

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"Ugh finally we did it, come on guys let's take a break shall we?" I say letting out a loud sigh after lifting up that huge metal piece which was finally in place ready for my machine to work again.

Then the arms sliver down taking a break slowly resting on the cold wooden floor since all the tasks that they needed to do were completed.

"Dad" she says while stroking my cheek, she's such a dear to have around, she listens and understands me the most out of the four.

"What's going on between you and that boy who was your assistant??"

"Dear I don't want to talk to him yet talk about him please, it just makes me more miserable..when we do talk about him"

"Dad..you can talk to me-"

"Please dear just leave it we have more important things to worry about then this boy-"

"Just forget it Flou he clearly doesn't want to talk about it and he is right forget that boy and let's just focus on the work"

"Yes I'm sorry Moe you are right let's just leave it"

I sit down on the floor taking a break sighing in the cold breeze not knowing what to do or feel. For a while I just sit there not knowing what do but just feel tired, then I dug into my thoughts deeper like a hole, like as if I was entering a room with a chest that I was about to unlock with all my secrets.

"Come on you lot we have to sleep because we have a lot of work to do in the morning dears" I say after finally breaking the silence after a few minutes"

*Later into the night*

*I couldn't stop thinking about him, the way he admitted that he always wanted me as if he always saw me as a need in his life, his kiss made me feel good and I wanted more, more then just a long passionate kiss which just lasted for a few minutes, but no but he needs to get off my mind he's distracting me from what I am suppose to do but I couldn't get him off my mind. I must admit my heart desires him but at the same time I'm not so sure either*

Eventually after a few minutes, I was finally able to fall asleep with him still on my mind.

(Y/n 's Pov:)

I couldn't sleep that night after knowing what happened. It kept replaying in my mind and each time it did I just felt my heart shatter more and more making me more angry as I think each second of it. 

As I got up from the bed I turn to see I got a message from my phone, rubbing one of my eye's and grabbing my phone to see who it was I groaned not being able to see my phone screen probably at first. As my eyes got back to normal I saw the message came from Peter Parker my good old friend.

"Hey Y/n I hope everything is alright and I'm so sorry for what happened. That wasn't the way I expected everything to go that way when you and Octavius were going to present your project after working on it for weeks but it's better I say the rest to your face in the morning, we can talk things out you know? Well anyways I'll catch you in the morning"

I took a big deep sigh, wanting to cry again. Tears once again started forming and I couldn't help but lay back and start to cry all again. *It's all my fault, everything is my fault* I kept saying to myself. After a few minutes or so I fell asleep by crying my eyes out.

*Later in the morning*

*It's all just a bad dream* I kept thinking to myself. I woke up and threw my curtains open, when suddenly I get a phone call, I walk uptown it and pick it up realising Peter was calling and I picked it up. My hands were shaking while tears of sweat ran down my face. 

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