❁~ "why so mean fish lips?" ~ ❁

How do I make you feel Aonung?

~ Neteyam's POV ~
Yesterday was the best day ever! And now I will reach Aonung how to ride an Ikran on his own. As it's been a some days and I feel it is time again to try. But the thing I hate about it is, Okia has to come with. This is ruining the whole purpose of the me and him alone thing. But I will not worry too much about it I guess. "May I try an Ikran?" Okia asked softly. "Uhm sorry no you can't." "Why not-" because the rest are my family's Ikrans" "well can I ride yours then?" "No you can't-"but" "Aonung is riding mine don't you see that?" I said sternly because she was starting to get into my skin. "Neteyam don't be mean." "I'm not she just can't ride one because it is my Ikran" I said yelling at them both. My face frowned and I helped Aonung onto my Ikran. Aonung looked down at me with soft eyes. "are you ok Neteyam?" "You and her are irritating me" I said breathing in and out calming down. "I am sorry Neteyam we just can't be mean to her" "I know-" do you? Because you seem jealous right now." I signaled the Ikran to take off not even responding to Aonung. Unlike my first time riding the Ilu he slightly struggled and only fell off into the water twice. I was slightly surprised by that, but again it's Aonung, who would be? I cheered him on and so did Okia. I side eyed her as Aonung came back to the ground with the Ikran. Okia tried to get on but I pushed her lightly by her shoulder. "No no no" she looked sad and Aonung held her, and I'm not going to lie that kind of made me feel bad. "I need to talk to Aonung alone for a second" I grabbed Aonung by his arm pulling him away from Okia. "Neteyam what is wrong with you?" "I do not like this." "What is wrong?" "You held her like you love her" "no I didn't Neteyam" Aonung just laughed assuming I was being silly. I just frowned and shoved Aonung not hard though and started to walk away. "Neteyam!" "Leave me alone" I said hearing my own accent. Aonung frowned and looked as if he was going to run after me but Okia stopped him. I ran home and bumped into my father and mother halfway there. They saw my face and looked worried. "What is wrong Neteyam?" My mother asked frowning. "I want to go home!" My mothers and fathers faces turned shocked as I said that. And my father frowned. It's like I triggered something in them by saying that, but I do not know what. "Take me home." I said once again more sterner this time. My mother and father each held one of my shoulders taking me home. Once I got home I just yelled holding my hands up to my face. I couldn't even cry I was just so fucking irritated- and pissed off. But I think most of this anger was made up of frustration, worry, and being scared. I breathed out heavily my voice cracking slightly. The groan had caused everyone in the house to run to the dining room.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Lo'ak's POV ~
When I got to where the yell was I saw my mother and father looking horrified. "Where did that yell come from?" I asked worried. They both pointed at Neteyam. He looked so frustrated and tired. "Neteyam." Tsireya said running into the room seeing the scene. "What is wrong big bro?" Neteyam said nothing and walked to his room speaking to none of us. Our mother and Tsireya followed him.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Tsireya's POV ~
I shut the door as me and Neytiri walked in. Neteyam had his face in his pillow screaming. I had never seen this side of Neteyam, I've only ever seen happiness and bravery, never grieving and anger?. What has Aonung and Neteyam done to each other. They make each other act crazy! Me and Neytiri sat on Neteyam's bed on either side of him. His mother rubbed him trying to get him to calm down. As I watched in sadness for my best friend. I felt like him and Aonung would have to solve this on their own once again. It's always something going on between them!
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~ Aonung's POV ~
Tsireya ran up to me. "You and Neteyam need to fix yourselves again!" "Why what has happened? There is nothing wrong with us.?" "He came home and just yelled, he is frustrated and confused and angry, and I don't know what else! You need to go talk to him!" Tsireya seemed very worried and she was shaking me. "Ok!" I said annoyed at her but worried for Neteyam as it sounded like a bad situation. She snatched my arm dragging me to the Sully's house. She knocked on the door and Mr. Sully answered seeming sad. I frowned too as I entered the house seeming everyone was worried about Neteyam and what was wrong with him. Tsireya pushed me lightly into the room. Mrs. Neytiri hissed at me before leaving Neteyam's room, and I have to admit that she scared me a little bit. She cracked the door open and I sat next to Neteyam. He stood still like he was frozen. "Neteyam-"why are you here?" "I have assumed I have done something wrong no?" "Well at least you know" Neteyam looked up from his pillow with a frown. "Do you ever get jealous Aonung?" "Of course I do! I get jealous of you hanging out with people all of the time." "You do? Why do I never see it?" "Oh you do, you see it most of the time actually" "I do?" "You ever seen my face look like a mix of a slight frown but neutral?" "I always assumed you were just thinking about something" "I am thinking yes- but I am thinking about how jealous I am" Neteyam chuckled slightly. "I mean how could anyone not be jealous of you or the other person? In my mind you are a goddess Neteyam" "do you not mean god?" Neteyam said smiling really hard at me. He hugged his pillow staring into my eyes. "I am sorry that I made you feel this way." "It is ok, as long as you apologize and accept that you were wrong it's ok" Neteyam kissed my cheek and I smiled at him. "You are so sweet Neteyam" "you are too when you want to be" "AWWH.." I heard a clutter of voices from the door to Neteyam's room. We both looked over shocked to see, his family and Tsireya staring to us, once they noticed we saw them they scurried off. Me and Neteyam looked at each other then laughed really hard. "They are so silly" Neteyam said. I smiled at him just admiring him, how could he do anything yet be so perfect at it as well. No matter what it was that he did! I sighed out and Neteyam embraced me in a hug. We layed down talking to each other for the rest of the evening before I had to go home.
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