Always forever {Johnny rotten}

{FIRST GIG}

Zoe's fit ^

Tw this chapter contains
Swearing
Drugs
Sex references
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I woke up and lay there for a while. I huffed as my eyes locked onto the ceiling I then sat up and headed for the phone. I dialled Ryan's number and it rang a couple times before a groggy voice spoke down the phone "what". "Oh hi ryan it's me zoe" I said twirling the cord round my finger. "Ang on" he said and there was some shuffling noises before I heard ems voice. "Hey Zo what's up" she said. "So um yeah I got kicked out" I said "What! Jesus your not even eighteen yet mom and dad are such assholes I swear, where are you calling from"? She asked "Steve's he's letting me stay"

"Oh alright that's good we'll I'll come visit you later ok" she said in a sympathetic voice. "Ok I'll see you later" I said and we hung up. I walked into my room and slipped on the same clothes as yesterday. Well I don't have anything else to wear. I walked out and went into Steve's room and saw Chrissie on a chair plucking at his guitar. "Oh hey kid" she said smiling. "Hi" I said returning the smile. "Do you mind coming with me to get some stuff from my moms because I don't have anything". I asked Steve who was on the bed smoking. "Yeah sure just gimme a minute" he said getting up.

We were walking down the street in silence when a sudden thought came to my mind. The band! We were supposed to have a meet up today. "Shoot what's the time"! I asked Steve. "I um I dunno" he said trying to make out the time from a clock in a shop in-front of us. I quickly look up and see I only have half an hour left to get there.

"Shoot come on we need to hurry" i said to Steve as i dragged him down the busy London street. We eventually arrived at my parents house and I slowly unlocked the door with my key. I cautiously walked in and saw no one was in. I went upstairs packed a few bags of stuff and left. We went back to the hideout

I quickly changed into some clean clothes which was a white turtle neck and a tartan skirt. I then ran out the hideout and headed down the street. I soon arrived and when I walked in the band all swarmed me. "Hey guys" I said. "We have massive news"! Rosie said. I gave them all a confused look when Matt spoke "we got a gig"! "Oh my god now way that's awesome"! I said jumping up and down.

I jumped into matts arms and he spun me round. "Wait when is it"? I asked "tomorrow" Alex said and my face dropped. "Tomorrow that's so soon"! I said jumping from matts arms. "You'll be fine" Matt reassured me and we got to rehearsal.

We then planned out the order of the songs because we could only do two. "Ok so I think we should do black sheep and take me away" I said asking the band for there opinion. "Sounds good to me" Alex said and Rosie agreed along with Matt.

I soon left then headed back for the hideout. As I got closer I heard music roaring from inside. I entered and saw lots of people drinking smoking and snorting everything in there path. I shuffled my way past and found Steve chatting up some blondes. I tapped his shoulder and he turned and smiled at me. "I got a gig"! I squealed and he picked me up and spun me round. I giggled and he put me down. "Where is it I'm coming" he said. "the marquee" I said excitedly.

"Great I'll get the band to come as-well" he said "cool" I said smiling and I made my way to the table with drinks all over it. I grabbed a cup and put some lemonade in it then saw Sid. "Sidney" I said going behind him. He looked back and saw me. I just hugged him and he hugged me back. I pulled away and touched his face a bit. "I'm so sorry" I said pulling him in for another hug.

"It's ok" he said I then pulled away then excitedly told him my news. He agreed to come and we spent the rest of the night drinking and talking. I saw John in the corner making out with some girl making eye contact with me. I looked away and rolled my eyes at them. Sid looked back and saw them then turned back to me.

"Wanna make him jealous" he said with a mischievous grin. "What why would I want to make him jealous" I said nervously "come on I know you like him now do you you want to make him jealous" he said turning back to me.

I sighed then said "sure" without a warning he pounced onto me and began snogging me. I was a bit startled at first but melted into it. He told me to jump and I did and he pressed me against the wall. I giggled though the kiss when he grabbed my bum and I playfully hit his shoulder.

After a while I looked behind Sid to see John looking angrily toward us. He then grabbed the girl he'd been kissing before and began kissing her again. I stopped the kiss then jumped down from his arms. "Didn't work thanks for trying though" I said kissing his cheek. I looked back to where John was but he wasn't there. I figured he'd left so I decided to forget about him. Suddenly I needed to pee really badly so i stumbled to the toilet.

I opened the bathroom door and my mouth fell open. I saw John and that girl from earlier shagging in there. He smirked at me and I slammed the door and stormed upstairs. I got into my bed and silently cried into my pillow. I then grabbed something by my side and chucked it across the room. I shattered a mirror in the corner of the room. I got up and stared at the glass. I picked up a piece off the floor and held it up to my wrist. I lightly dragged it across my skin and winced at the pain. I wiped my wrist then got into bed and cried into my pillow till I fell asleep.