Made You Mine , Again || K.Th FF

PART FIFTEEN - The Interrogation

TAEHYUNG'S PERSPECTIVE

I was happy that this time y/n was giving me a lot of attention while talking to him. I didn't talked much but enjoyed my time when y/n crossed her hand around my arms. I felt happy even if i know her memories aren't regained yet , but still im trying my best to do so.

"Okay lucas we need to go..its been more than 3 hours , Jungkook will be mad if its more late" i said while he nodded and we headed to the hospital.  "Say hello to aunty from my side" y/n said before we entered her room and she closed the door.

"Ah it was fun today" she said and plopped herself on the bed.  But her face looks confused. Is there something thats bothering her ?  I sat beside her , and asked "y/n is everything alright ? You seem tensed" as soon as i asked she turned towards me and Holding my hands in hers , she said-

"Just lucas said me something which i can't able to digest... " She said while i had my eyes on her.  "What he told... If you're comfortable then talk it out on me"  i said while she looked into my eyes and said

"Tae , please don't lie to me okay ? Tell me why do you stay with me instead of going to your office or spending time with your wife"  she asked and now i was thinking of a excuse.

"You're my wife , pabo" i ought to tell her this but i couldn't instead i remained silent.
"My office , due to this sudden happening my mind is messed up and dad noticed this so he said i need some healing time. He's Handling the office stuffs now .

And about my wife , you know that she lost her memories. She denied me as her husband. What worst can happen ? She's spending time with her ex , thinking they are in relationship and here i am being a jerk couldn't do anything.

Each day after leaving from here i go to her room , she will be looking at the ceiling while i sit on the chair beside her bed. She will look at me and so do i. I will ask her if she remembered me or not

And she will shake her head side wise saying no. I will caress her  her hair for a while and planting a kiss on her forehead i will leave the room. I c-couldn't bear this anymore. Im tired.

I don't like showing people how i feel , how my h-heart wanted to scream aloud in pain but all i do is cage and keep it within myself. I hate myself for being this weak but i couldn't h-help" i said and broke into tears .

This wasn't the impact of the fake story about my wife i just made but about us. How we were then and how we're now makes everything upside down. I really hate for being so weak that i couldn't let her know everything.

She will panic and what if she distances herself from me ? That fear is the only reason for which i have to make stories instead of the actual truth.

YOUR PERSPECTIVE

I now regret my words. Why i have to hurt him always? Why? His situation is something which is the hardest one to deal with. I should be his happy pill instead i made him cry.

I immediately hugged him and let him cry on my shoulder. He snuggling into my crook and all i could feel was the wet sensation on my neck and his sobbing sounds.

He's indeed broken and all i did was trigger it. He is struggling a lot with his life and i just made it more? I should console him , comfort him but all i did was fucking trigger her emotions that he caged beneath.

"Let it all out , im here........im sorry for being immature here and asking you lame questions but i didn't intended to make you cry like this. But also you shouldn't keep the pain within you. Its good to let it out. Im here to listen to all of them and comfort you , hm?" I said while he nodded.