We've come a long way from where Carla and I began. I smiled sightly and put the last bit of clothes into my bag. To be honest I didn't want to leave him. I loved Carla deeply but at the moment it's one sided cause I'm only human. I need to move on from him or I gonna be stuck forever on him. With my decision made I contacted the Sakamaki household pleading to let me live with them for the moment. They agreed saying I'll be a new meal for them something new to taste. Honestly, vampires. Slowly I sat down and looked down on my hand which trembles. Tears steaming down showing my weakness. Carla is lazy which means he's asleep or collecting some new pictures. Quietly I step out from my room and went to search for Carla. I came to stop infront of his door. My heart is racing. With trembling hands I open the door a bit to hear cute snores from the older Tsukinami. Stepping inside I was in the pure dark cause the curtains were closed. I made my way towards Carla and kneel beside him. His scarf all over his body. I was nervous and I blushed ten shades of red. It was extrem hot in Here. Touching his hair I kept looking at him creating a special memory and memorizing everything of Carla. Even when I'm gonna die I'll never ever forget you "Goodbye" I whispered and pecked his forehead. Maybe one day he will acknowledged my love for him. I'm gonna tell you all about it when I see you again, Carla. For sure I promise. My heart it shattered into million pieced when I step outside seeing Shin. My emotions over flow and I ran to Shin crying into his shoulder. He was surprised and stroked my back whispering sweet words. He doesn't know the truth. With fear and a trembling body I let go of him and kissed his Cheek. The meaning behind it: Goodbye. Slowly the time arrives and I have to leave the mansion. So many memories are flowing on my mind. I remember every single thing that happend. The first bite. The first laugh. I grab my bag and go downstairs. Family is maybe the right word to describe it all. Slowly I began to go downstairs. My breath heavy as I step outside of the mansion. Before me arrives the limo which is taking me away. I can't stop my feelings. Out from the limo comes the eldest Son of the Sakamakis, Shuu. Closing my eyes I got into the car and saw the last time back. Seeing Shin on the Window with a hurtful look. Suddenly the car starts and I hit the window trying to stop but Shin has his back turned towards me. I give up and sink into my seat trying to forget Shin 's expression.
But what I didn't know was that they knew I'm gonna leave them.
I didn't over think my next action. My body moved on its own. I open the door and jumped out from the driving car landing roughly on the ground. Scratching my knees open. Immediately I got up and ran back with my bag. I can't leave them. Even when I want it's gonna kill me at some Point anyway. Through the tears my vision is staring to get blur and my knees are hurting like hell from the fall. Still I want to see Carla's Golden eyes. I Want to embrace him even when he's gonna give me the cold shoulder for betraying them. I need him. Slowly I come closer the mansions gates. But they were closed. Crashing down on the ground I scream and hit the ground hurting my hand. My clothes are covered in dirt and blood. They are vampires they must smell the scent which lingers in the air "... (F/N)..." speaks a deep voice and stands before me. Without hesitation I jump up and hugged Carla. We fell on the ground. I grab his Scarf holding onto him tightly. He just states at me "I thought I'm gonna tell you all about it when I see you again..... but I can't get away from you....Carla....I...." I whisper and suddenly I was pushed roughly on the ground. He is hovering above me smirking. He strokes my Cheek pulls my hair away. His face is coming closer. I can feel his hot breath on my throat. At first he trails butterfly kisses down my throat before he sinks his fangs into my throat drinking blood. I hold onto him whispering I love you and hugging him close to me. He starts to relax and pulls his fangs out looking at me. I smiled and close my eyes due to the blood Los hearing him say I can't close my eyes now or he isn't forgiving me. Softly he picks Me up and brings me into his room laying me onto the bed "I knew along you loved me (F/N). You only need to gaze at Me cause I love you" whispers Carla and kisses Me.
