I'm being tossed away. Just like a plaything. Nothing more and nothing less. Gulping I stop in my tracks and look towards her face. Yui Komori. Kou has buried his fangs deep inside her neck. I can't find any words. Somehow deep down I knew this will happen sooner or later. So why is my chest aching? Why does it feel like I'm tearing apart from the inside out. I'm watching you walk away. Closing my eyes I turn around biting my lips to prevent the sobbing which is slowly escaping. Since then I haven't returned to the classroom where the sacrificial bride now is. It's hard to force a smile. I don't seem to be myself anymore. Walking though the halls I take a short glimpse of Azusa and Yuuma talking. I walk past them hoping they haven't noticed me around them. Just as I was about to leave the school a strong grip around my wrist stopped me. Looking up towards the person I meet dark eyes. Ruki. His dark orbs seem to have softened towards me as I try to form sentences "Please let me go!" I beg now and feel the tears already forming "(F/N)...." He whispers before letting go. I thank him before disappearing into the night.
Clearly I won't go back to the mansion. The streets are still crowded. What hurts the most is.....Watching You walk away just like nothing happend. Maybe for 3 nights I can book a hotel. I need an accommodation. Running through the streets with a blur vision due the tears is something new even for me. A girl known for being cold hearted but Kou showed me love. I couldn't help it. He broke me. At the end of the street I see a hotel which doesn't look so expensive. Hopefully I can get a room then I need to message Ruki and ask him to stay quiet about my whereabouts. Entering the lobby I came face to face with Raito Sakamaki. The perverted one and Subaru. Kou's rival. Ratio's emerald eyes light up the second his gaze fell upon me "my my. What a wonderful sight!" He says and holds my hand in his. Nothing is being said as he keeps caressing my hand "Please just let me get a room....!" I whisper and hide my face in Raito chest. Seconds after subaru arrives with Blushing cheeks handing me the key "I can't see girls cry!" He whispers looking away.
Thanking him I take the key "you're a saviour!" I say and kiss his cheek "Pervert we have to go!" Says subaru and drags his half brother away forcefully. Waving them goodbye I take a last glimpse before walking into the elevator. Sighing I look at the key: Room number 404. Floor 4. The sight isn't leaving me alone. Please I can't bear to look at them. These mistakes. I'm emotionally a total mess. The door opens few seconds after. Stepping out I open the door and lock it immediately. Sliding down on my knees I let my emotions free. The unstoppable tears. Sometimes we fall apart. Sobbing quietly in the dark room is pitiful but being alone is the best way to forget everything around him. My puffy red eyes keep staring at the window. Did kou notice my absence already? I'm such a sorrowful woman. If dad could see me like this I would blame myself. His words are always on my mind.
Awaken the vampire instinct within you. For this to happen you must let the one you love suck your blood till every drop is wasted....
How should I do this? I don't have a plan. A mere hybrid which doesn't have a place to live and love. Standing up I walk to the mirror "I'm sorry dad!" I whisper before turning around. Suddenly the door bursts open revealing the Mukami Yuuma and Kou. Nuisances "Oi. What are you doing here?" Asks Yuma and steps inside. I won't trust them. Laughing I turn around holding my hand out "I'm starting to love by my own." I answer and twirl around but my gaze fell upon the delicate girl "take her away or I won't grantee her live!" I hiss coldly. Yuuma is muttering something before dragging the blonde girl away leaving me with Kou behind. I don't need to ask. Ruki gave my whereabouts away or Kou found them out on his own "Goodbye Kou!" I say and turn around tossing my blouse away "I'll meet you in hell!" I mutter and laugh. I've gone mad. Suddenly Kou pins me down hovering above me. This is pointless. Struggling I keep glaring at the male till I feel his hot breath near my neck. Afterwards the burning pain which comes from the penetration of his fangs. I cry out and deel.thw blood leaving my system. Before passing out I clearly hear him whispering with a sorrowful voice how much he treasures me.
