I don't know how it happend and how it turned out like this but somehow I caught Shin's attention.
Since when have I been caged up here in his arms? These arms that granted me security and warmth.
Humming an unknown melody I stand up from the bed and scratch my head "how can I surprise the idiot ?" I whisper softly and start to think. The answer is simple: bubbles bath with a hint of the irresistible scent of roses. Skipping through the room I start to fill the tub with water. Something is running through my mind suddenly.
Yui and the Tsukinami Brothers, Carla and Shin, are taking their leaves everyday. Don't tell me Shin is bored with me? Does he have enough of me? This can't be happening. I gave everything up for the sake of him. Shin promised me that he wouldn't abandon me. He vowed his love towards me. Was it all just an ugly lie? Sitting on the tub I clutch my dress in my trembling hands. Suddenly the door opens revealing the last person I want to see: Shin Tsukinami.
He walks in with a slight smile gracing his lips. Sliding the door behind him close he sees the tub and enjoys clearly the sight "are we gonna take a bath together?" He asks me and starts to undress himself by sliding his jacket away. I just keep gazing at him unable to say anything to him. Shin is looking at me with his golden eye before taking his gloves off and placing them on the sink. Avoiding his intense stare I stand up prepared to walk out of our shared room but Shin didn't let that happen and takes a strong hold of my wrist. I gasp from the sudden overwhelming pain and stop in my movement due the force. Shin pulls me against his chest, caught me in between his arms as he steps towards the tub "take your clothes off!" He says against my ear. Desperately I struggle against his touch "don't resist now!" He hisses and pushes me into the hot water. My clothes are soaked wet "if you don't strip. I'll strip you!" He says eyes focusing on me "how boring!" He whispers and enters the tube . It isn't the first time that he'll be seeing naked though. Splashing him with the water I'm sure he is now irraited "hey. Don't escape!" He screams and rips my clothes apart. I knew he likes violence. Shin pushes me into the water with him. Slowly he sinks his fangs into my neck seeking the crimson liquid. It hurts. He moans lowly against my skin before letting go of the sore flesh whispering his apologize. Why did I fall in love with him? I wonder? Shin sits up placing his hands on my cheeks as few tears are escaping his eye. For the very first time I'm seeing him breaking infront of me. Shin keeps repeating my name "come here" I whisper in between his sobs and pull him to me "cut me down. Break me down. Do as you like!" I say against his stawberyy blonde hair and caress his back. Shin isn't moving an inch. His head laying on my chest as he takes deep breaths. Shin has showed me his true character and I stayed cause I love him more then ayone could. Gently Shin is taking my right hand in his and gently leading my ring finger to his mouth "Give me your everything and in exchange I'll give everything to you!" Says the one I loved and looks into my eyes.
