Shin and I have been a couple since a whole month now. At first it was a beautiful time knowing I'm not alone anymore but after the good times comes the bad times. I learned it on the hard way. Carla Tsukinami, his older brother didn't knew that Shin has a relationship with me. At first I thought it was a joke and Shin would laugh too but his expression tells me otherwise. My whole world is being crashed. I gave a person the right to break me. Maybe even the wrong person. My whole being was flashed through the lies. All that we had was built up from the lies. Slowly I distance myself from the outside being home and ignoring calls and text messages. Shin even came to my apartment and knocks few times before he left desperately. My only option right now is to drink alcohol and forget everything and everyon,hopefully.
In my hands the Martini bottle with the liquid which is letting me forget everything for a brief moment. I'm nervous and my hands are trembling in fear cause it's the first time for me to drink. Bringing the Bottle up to my lips I pour the liquid down. The taste is bitter. The alcohol is in my system. Slowly I began to lose control of everything. Without to think I search the photos of Shin and me. Taking the Photos from the shelf I keep looking at Shin. Touching his smiling face before few tears are dropping down. What if I want to break ? What would you do? What if I fell and couldn't take this anymore? Lightening up a candle I keep looking through the pictures. With each my mood is sinking from sad to angry. Without to think I hold the picture above the candle waiting till flames are catching the pictures. Quietly I watch how the pictures are slowly burning up. Suddenly from the heat the burning pictures are falling down onto the ground. In a few seconds everything was a sea of flames. Uncontrollable. Will this be the death of me. Sliding the wall down I hug my knees and pray. But everything is spinning in my head. I can't think clearly anymore. Only one thing is on my mind right now Shin Tsukinami. My strength has left me I can't move anymore. The flames reveal a siloutte which isn't unknown by me. Trying to scream and reach him is my plan but the words are stuck in my throat. The flames have surround me and are deadly near. The air in my lungs is running out. Shin has taken a glimpse of me and is rushing over. Looking worried he goes through the flames and picks me slowly up bridal style. This is everything I remember so far before I lost conscious. He's a afraid that I poisoned myself and is running out tripping over the stairs. Outside are standing ambulances. Shin rushes over pleading to save me from death. The doctor is smiling only before putting me in the car "You have to save her please!" Says Shin. His eyes never leaving me "I try but we aren't gods!" Answers the doctor and is putting a mask on my face which gives me air to breath.
Since this day it has been weeks and still I'm laying in the hospital unconscious.
Shin was always by my side never leaving me in here. One day comes the doctor in with a happy grin on his face "Tsukinami - San be assured those two are ok and healthy now!" Says the the doctor and touched his shoulder "Those two?" Asks Shin and looks into my face "Your Wife is pregnant. To be exact one month now. The baby is safe!" Says the doctor and laughs. Shin couldn't believe what he is hearing. He's gonna be a dad before his brother who he looks up to.
Slowly I open my eyes and saw Shin. He looks happy and a bit terrified "Shin?" I whisper and reach out to his hand. We interwine our fingers before he presses his lips softly on mine. He knew that the Child must have a healthy family who supports it "...I love you forever so. In exchange Give me your everything. You don't have complaints right?" He says to me softly. With wide eyes I look at him. This was a wedding proposal, right?
Tears are escaping my eyes. Nodding my head I hug him. He placed his hand slowly on my belly "The next heir will be born!" He whisperes and lays his head on my belly. I'm pregnant? Smiling softly I caress Shin's hair. We'll gonna be sure a happy family "Never leave me again (F/N)." Whisperes Shin and hides his fear as tears.
