Looking at the white haired vampire somehow awakens a feeling inside of which I can't actually describe. Whenever I look at the loner, Subaru, all I wanna do is hug him and try to erase his pain. I know he has trust issues towards women. I try hard to gain his trust but everything I get from him is his Tsundere side.
Subaru is sitting on a bench all alone. Maybe I should try to talk to him. Maybe he'll open up eventually to me. I hope so. Walking towards Subaru I notice that he is looking towards a window with sadden eyes. These crimson eyes which I came to love. Stopping infront of the male I follow his intense saddening stare. It leads me to Yui Komori. Carefully I turn my head towards him. Every piece is now being placed together. He has feelings towards the cute female. He doesn't have taken notice of me yet. Sitting down beside him I keep staring at my legs "Ne. Subaru" I whisper and hope he'll hear me "what is it?" He ask now turning around from Yui and looks at me "Do you love Yui?" I ask him and turn my head towards him. I've taken him by surprise. His expression is telling me everything.
I feel how my heart is getting heavier and aches in an unbearable way. I always thought I had kind of some mother feelings or instincts towards him but at the end when everything is too late I came to realize. It was all along love. I love Subaru. Standing up I patt my skirt "It's ok. No need to say anything" I whisper and made my way back to class. I feel burning holes at my back. Eventually Subaru. I have lost a long time ago. I give up. Stopping in my tracks I look up and feel how few tears are rolling my cheek down. Few Seconds I'm just standing underneath the cherry blossom tree before wiping my tears away. Within this day my love will be slowly Fading like the Sakura petals.
Closing my eyes I go back to attend class not knowing that the Sakamaki brothers were looking all along.
Days and weeks have passed.
Starting to avoid Subaru I try to forget and escape everything which has something to do with him even though sometimes it's impossible. The only option to ditch classes.
Right now I'm playing a Piano. A softly melody escapes the instrument as I keep playing it. A single tear rolling down my cheek as I keep playing the sadden melody. The crimson eyes of subaru keep popping up in my mind. It's much to strong.
Unfortunately I keep playing a false note and stop the play. My emotions are overwhelming me. The reason is jut one boy which my heart was set on " Yes. I do. I belive. One day I'll be next to you. Can I lay by your side? Next to you?" I whisper and look outside where the rain starts to pour down heavily "no words can explain the way I'm missing you" keeps saying a known voice. The voice of no other the Subaru. Did he just said he missed me. I hear his footsteps coming closer as he slides the door close "Don't come closer!" I say and stand up. Subaru is quickly and grabs my wrist tightly in his hand "If I let go now you'll be Fading away within my arms!" He said Angrily and pushes me against the windows. He saw the tears and stops in his movement "Aimi!" He whispered now. Never did he imagine tears on the smiling face which came Into his mind "Your touch and skin. Where Do I begin?" He says now and gazes down. I gasp and look at him "Subaru. It's to late already!" I whisper and seem to hit a nerve. Subaru is Gritting his teeth and punches the windows beside my head making it break into tiny pieces. The rain now pouring inside through the curtain making us wet. Subaru holds me caged in between his arms as he leans in till her foreheads are touching "you loved me even though I'm filthy and not love worth!" He said now and his hands start to tremble. He is softly pressing his lips against mine and in soft manner filled with love.
