I twist and turned on my bed but couldn't seem to fall asleep no matter how hard I tried my thoughts kept drifting to what happened earlier. After my mate marked me and left I waited, hoping he would come back for me after all if he didn't want me he wouldn't of marked me right?
Anyway I waited for what seemed like hours in the same exact place he left me. When I heard foot steps I couldn't help feel happy maybe? But when it turned out to be Claire my joy turned to disappointment. I knew deep down it wasn't him but I couldn't help feel a little hopeful.
Claire told me he had some pack stuff to take care and told her to take me to the guest room across from his own. I closed my eyes tight as I pulled my pillow to my chest. I didn't understand the more I thought about his actions the more I felt a tug in my chest.
Its the Mate bond, or have forgotten he's marked us?
The mate bond of course how could I of not realized I have forgotten about what the mark does. Does this mean he can feel my pain? Will this make him love me like a mate should? I shook my head frantically. I didnt want to give myself false hopes after all he's alpha Steel he loves no one.
I bet he only has me with him for his wolf. He might not care for me but I know his wolf cared for both Charm and I. Unconsciously I placed my hand on my mark only to have me wince in pain. The bite was to deep it would take longer for it to heal then it should.
Pulling my blanket to my chin I closed my eyes with my mate the only thing on my mind. I drew a mental picture of us together. I smiled as I felt drift into a deep slumber.
--------------------------- 3 hours later ------------------------
My eyes shot open as I felt a gust of chilling cold wind hit me. Was the windows open? Did I open them with out realizing it? I asked my self. I shiver when I felt the wind brush against my body even tho I was wrapped up in a blanket it was to thin to keep out all the cold.
Tossing my blanket to the side I hoped off the bed moving my hands around in front of me, as I walked to the direction of where the wind was coming from. Placing my hand on the wall I moved my hands around till they made contact with the open window.
Quickly I pulled the window glass down then I wrapped my hands on my arms and rubbed them trying to warm them up. I turned around with my hands still trying to warm myself up this time I took slow steps while I lifted my feet up to see if it touched anything then I would take another step and so on.
Yea yea I know why not use my hands again right? Well at the moment I was using them for something else more important . Yup staying warm is more important to me then falling or bumping into something.
Once I made it safely into bed instead of laying back down I sat on the edge. For some reason I felt uncomfortable as if someone was watching me. I bit my lower lip waiting for any signs of life in my room other then mine. But I couldn't hear anything. Maybe Im going crazy? Or maybe its just my imagination trying to play tricks on me? I shook my head no I know there is someone in here with me I could feel it.
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A Cold Hearted Alpha mate
Hombres LoboFaith Everheart is a 19 year old werewolf and only daughter of the Alpha of the Moon Rising Pack. Any alpha would be over protective of there daughters, but Faiths special she's blind. Her father and brother are extra protective of her. Faiths been...