Moving on

Usad 1

I'm writing again, cause why not, dito ko lang naeexpress na fifeel ko. 

I marked this day, this day when cat no longer needed her moon,  grabe ang sakit, pero tanggap ko. matagl ko nang tanggap na walang kayang pumili sakin, na wlang kayang magstay. nadistract lang ako for more than 2 years pero tanggap ko na. kelangan ko lang isiksik sa kokote ko ulit para sa susunod dina ako ulit madistract. back at it again, building walls for my own peace of mind, pero okay lang kasi it's still a magical journey being with you, we may experienced a lot atleast for sure I've also learned a lot.

I don't hate you it's true, you gave me something that no one could ever give and I'm so greatful for that. this may be the end of us but I will cherish that for the rest of my life.

siguro totoo talaga na there are people that are meant to stay and there are people who comes and go, sadly you were the latter.

ako din siguro talaga yung tipo ng tao na dadaanan nyo lang, stop by ba. I loveyou so much but I guess my love for you isn't enough reason for you to choose me. na kahit anong gawin ko kahit ibigay ko pa lahat kahit wala nang matira sakin, hahanap parin kayo ng reason to leave

pagod na din ako, tama na siguro to, I've learned a lot na, and I don't know if I'm able to open my heart again. sana you find the person that will give you the satisfaction, at pag dumating yun sana wag mo na piliin umalis at sumuko ulit

I'm hurt pero tanggap ko, makakaya ko din tanggalin ka sa sistema ko. alam kong kaya ko, di nga kita mahal nun eh, kaya ko din mabuhay ng wala ka, yun nga lang parang may kulang na.

niready ko naman na din sarili ko for this eh pero masakit parin, I may remember you at times pero alam ko yung feelings ko for you mawawala din.

how can I forget someone like you that gives me so much to remember. I love you and I don't regret anything. ganun kasi ako magmahal, pag mahal ko mahal ko, kahit mahirap kahit masakit kaya kitang piliin araw araw pero alam ko namang dimo kayang gawin yun.

I don't want to promise anything right now cause just like what I've believed in, promises are always meant to be broken

alam mo ba excited nakong makalimutan feelings ko sayo? ayoko na kasi maexperience yung lungkot, I've been lonely alam mo yan, and this time I deserve to love myself naman, siguro there are still parts na diko pa maayos ngayon but I will start sa pag ayos sa buhay ko nang wala ka na

5 years from now ang hiling ko lang is makalaya sa mga bagay na nakakapagbigay sakin ng sakit. and by that time makakaya na kitang harapin. but now uunahin ko muna yung mga taong umaasa sakin

thankyou sayo kasi kahit papano feeling ko naging magaan yung mundo ko, kaso ngayon, I'm back to square one nanaman

I'm so tired letting people invade my walls, this time mas matibay na wall na ibbuild ko so that no one can break and come in.

you used to be my my white when everything was black, when the world misguided me you used to be my cat that leads me back, you used to be my moon in the sky full of falling stars, instead of falling you remain to stay and never leaves me behind. thank you for the experience.