Moving on

Usad 7

if you really want to move, do something that can let go of the things na makakapagpaalala sayo from that person

if you want to cut your hair short, go for it. finally cutting the only thing that reminds you of that person whom you love the most.

make yourself busy. uubra yun, para naman dimo sya maisip. if you really want to forget that specific person that hurts you, kelangan mong alisin sya sa sistema mo.

may times pa din kasing maalala at maaalala mo sya, hindi madaling makalimot lalo na kung madami kayong memories together. madami na kayong nagawa nang magkasama.

hanap ka ng activities na makakapagpa busy sayo para dimo na sya maisip pa. para pag dumating man sa point na maalala mo sya hindi na katulad dati yung feelings mo sakanya kasi hindi mo na masyadong naaalala yung memories nyo. di na ganun kasakit.

may times padin kasi na maiisip mo sya pero hindi na as lovers, hindi na as partner mo dati, kundi bilang isang stranger with memories nalang.

for me you really can't be friends with your ex, so kahit ano pang sabihing maturity chuchu na yan, don't let that person invades your peace of mind. para sakin kasi being friends to your ex is bullshit.

you can't erase the memories you have with each other kasi, maaalala at maaalala mo pa din yun mas masakit pa, pwede siguro civil, hi hello. but not friends. strangers turns to lovers back at strangers again, that's me. lalo na kung yung reason ng break up nyo yung dumurog sayo.

don't give them the satisfaction and authority to hurt you again. mahirap maglet go, mahirap ang proseso ng healing at moving on, wag mong hayaang mangyare at dumaan ulit sa mga prosesong yun ng same person ang dahilan.

you should have known, you've been there and don't do it again. alam mo gano kahirap at kasakit ang maiiwanan with some stupid reasons, wag mo nang ulitin ulit.

di ako naniniwala sa "it's not you, it's me" and " I fell out of love" na reasoning, kasi you have both choices, bat di nya piliing iwork out? bat di nya piliing ayusin? bakit yung option nalnag nya is iwan ka? love is a matter of choices just like in life. it's not always butterflies in the stomach, or kilig everyday kasi dadating sa point na may away, may sakitan pero if you really love the person, you will CHOOSE to stay no matter what.

they've promised us na they will love us no matter what happens and yet kinain nya lahat yun? promises are meant to fulfill not to be broken pero here they are breaking their promises.

I used to love you with all my heart, yet I choose to hate you cause that's the only thing that can help me to move on. wala naman akong mapipintas sayo cause all through out our relationship I've been so happy, I've felt the love I never experienced before.

nakakalungkot lang na ikaw din pala magpapaniwala sakin na I'm not worth it, na hindi ako kapilipili. I used to believed that your my savior pero little did I know you will also be the one who'll gonna put me back where you found me.

so I need to use that hate to forget you. In every way that I can, I will use that to forget you.

I never thought na yung taong nagpaniwala sakin ng love sya din pala magpapatunay na dapat I shouldn't have known it in the first place. that I shouldn't have take the risks at all. but don't worry I don't have any regrets meeting you.

and at the end of the day it's still you I've been thinking of. and I hate myself for that, pero umaasa ako na one day dina kita maiisip, na mawala kana sa sistema ko ng tuluyan. na if ever man na makita kita or makausap, wala nakong hatred na mafeel towards the both of you.

It's really hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember.

but I will try all my might to do it.