Moving on

Usad 4

pahinga at paghilom ngayong buwan, maybe this time of the month I should really learn how to stop expecting from people.

I should learn to give it a shot for myself even though I really don't know how, cause I've been used to giving my all for other people. But still, I'll gonna try my best

no man is an island but I learned for the past days that it is better to keep your sanity alone and learn how to be alone cause no one will ever stay by your side even the closest person you expected to stay.

I thought less you know less you will hurt, I was wrong, cause if you knew the whole truth? it will somehow lessen the hurt, doubt, pain you were feeling, lalo na kung alam mong hindi ikaw yung nagkamali,

totoo pala yun noh? na pag nasaktan ka kakabigay ng lahat mo sa taong minahal mo darating yung time na gagaan nalang loob mo pag nalaman mo yung totoo.

God is really amazing for letting you to get hurt, kasi alam Nya na hindi para sayo yun, ikaw lang talaga pumipilit.

there are things that giving you the benefit of the doubt, nilalatag na ni Lord yung mga answers, pero dahil sa pagmamahal mo sa isang tao nagbubulagbulagan ka, but God will not let you feel the pain for a lifetime kaya siguro tahimik lang si Lord everytime na nasasaktann ka kasi gusto Nya matuto ka.

I learned that the hard way. I should have trusted my hunches. pero never regretted anything cause I know I did my best for you to stay. maybe we aren't really meant to be

may mga taong dadaan lang to teach us a lesson the hard way para sa susunod we will be more cautious sa next journey natin.

healing doesn't do overnight, it really takes time to heal, dapat hindi minamadali. If you wanna feel the pain once in a while? feel it, if you wanna be happy feel it. don't hinder yourself to feel anything cause trust me, it will help you to get through it, and it is a part of healing.

feel everything you need to feel, your feelings were validated, you are worth it. I used to believe that mine aren't validated and that I am not worth it. but guess what. I was wrong

If you ever felt that, go back to the start, go back to the time where in you planned your future. dadating tayo sa time na parang feeling natin wala nang pag asa. na stuck nalang tayo sa situation natin ngayon, pero always bare in mind that this is the phase of life na kelangan natin pagdaaanan para pag narating na natin mga dreams natin mapapa sabi ka nalang ng "Thank God I didn't give up" "Thank God I was able to surpass all the trials I faced"

mas masarap parin yung feeling na pinaghihirapan mo yung mga bagay na nakamit mo kasi alam mong ginawa mo yung best mo

kaya ikaw, kung sino ka man na nahihirapan ngayon, always remember that your current situation is not your final destination.

Kaya laban lang, it's okay to feel exhausted, burnt out sometimes but don't ever think to give up.giving up is never in the option. nothing will change if you give up now, you'll get there love.

in order for you to get rid of the pain, you need to go through it. feel the pain until it hurts no more and you'll be surprised one day you can wake up getting happier than ever.

you're half way there. keep on trusting the Lord! tuloy tuloy mo na, sometimes holding on does more damage than letting go, so let God do His work just do your best. You can do it!