Moving on

Usad 2

Too overwhelmed with what was happened to me lately, it's too much na parang dina natatapos.

nakakaiyak how I stoop that low, it's so sad how love can make us the person we never wanted to be.

hinabol kita pero ayaw mo na, what's the reason? kasi you're falling out of love na? why did you allow it? it damn hurts. I planned my future with you in it

but then gumuho ng isang iglap. I'm planning to go the you pa para magkasama tayo, to buy our own condsomewhere, to get couple tattoos, to get married and have babies, kaso nawala na. diko alam pano magsimula without in it.

diko pa kasi tanggap na hindi mo nako mahal, gusto ko nalang masaktan gang sa mawala na to. sana naman mahal mo pako. ang sakit kasi, bigla nalang ganun. sana bumalik pa yung feelings mo sakin

I wanna right about you everyday until I just get tired and will stop writing about you

ewan ko ba why do I love you so much na kahit ang sakit na, na kahit nasaktan moko, pinipili ko pa ding piliin ka. maybe I just need to get used to the pain until it hurts no more.

you have future na nabuild at hindi ako kasama dun. naiintindihan ko naman yung part na yun. grabe lang kasi I lay all my cards kasi akala ko forever na, never thought that this day would come na iiwan moko despite of all the things na napagdaanan natin

sabi mo nafell out of love ka? sinungaling, meron ka na palang iba, sana naman sinabihan moko agad.

I did nothing but to love you and be loyal to you. tapos eto igaganti mo sakin, sana man lang binigyan moko ng tatlong buwang palugit bago moko tinapon na parang bula at basura. 

sa 1 week na iniyak ko iniisip ko kung san ako nagkulang, kung san ako nagkamali and yet ikaw pala tong may ginagawa. shit ka! nagagalit ako kasi akala ko pwede pa, na may pag asa pa pero yun pala ako nalang talaga nag iisip nun. sana sinabi mo nalang ng malinaw, nang mas maayos.

pero kahit ganun, pipiliin ko pa ding intindihin kahit ang hirap hirap, kahit ang sakit sakit.