Moving on

Usad 3

restart of something na dapat ko nang inumpisahan matagal na. I did get it na kaiwan iwan ako, I was just distracted for more than 2 years

I am ready to move on with my life without you. I am ready to step up and be the better version of myself from now on

no walls, no hate, self love, and pag may dumating uli, try lang, but mas wise na

after this day na nalabas ko na hinanakit ko sayo, pinapangako ko na never na kitang babanggitin ulit. I am still grateful of you because of the love you've given me

thank you still for all the things you've done for me, sorry that we ended this way, and I chose to get rid of you in my future and in my life for good

I am not mad anymore, maybe a bit sad and disappointed but still I care for you and wish you happiness in life. hoping that soon all of these feelings I am feeling towards you will vanished completely

I will promise myself that no matter what happens I will still be me, maldita with a heart na person but better version na. diko ibabalik sa iba yung ginawa nyo , mo sakin, kasi alam ko yung pakiramdam and kahit gano pa kasamang tao walang deserve masktan.

I will still choose to be a good and kind hearted person despite of all the things that has happened to me. I will give to myself the happiness I deserve.

parang nung mga nakaraang araw lang hinihiling ko wag kang mawala, pero ngayon nagpapasalamat nakong umalis ka, hinihiling ko nalang na sana tuluyan nakong maghilom

napatawad na kita, aayusin ko lang sarili ko para pag nagkaharap ulit tayo kaya na kitang ngitian ng walang nafifeel na kahit ano.

sa pagkawala mo madami akong natutunan, at babaunin ko to habang buhay.

dati sinasabi ko "pag pwede na, sana pwede pa" pero ngayon "wag nalang sana"

this chapter of my life, ay panibagong libro nanaman ang aking uumpisahan, hindi na para sayo kundi para sa sarili ko naman.

I hope that this book will make a big twist even without you. sorry ha kasi for now I really don't want to do anything with you. soon I'll be able to talk to you but not now

Thankyou sayo I learned a lot, naging masaya ako at naramdaman kong minahal moko but sadly it didn't lasts.

 aaralin ko pa din na maging better na tao kahit na ganun ang nangyare.

medyo magaan na yung dibdib ko sana tuloy tuloy na. sana mawala na or matabunan na ng panibagong feelings tong nararamdaman ko sayo. I wanna be okay na din, completely okay

soon but not now