𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐓𝐘

2 YEARS LATER

2years later

*lowercase intended*

"dude move you doing way too much!" i laughed, he was dry humping me while i was tryna get ready for this event.

"nopeee, why you won't let me bless you tonight for yo accomplishments hmm?" he asked brushing his peenawacka against me.

oh, im 20 now and just bought my first building for my upcoming hair care line, moved to L.A. because i felt that was where all opportunities were.

i decided to just chill on doing hair since i didn't like working with difficult clients, and just focus on my hair care line.

"sa'moe i don't need sex to congratulate myself." i scoffed

i also got a boyfriend while being out here.. well i think he's my boyfriend.

a/n: that ain't yo damn boyfriend

he's always over my condo, keeps me company, and makes sure i eat. we don't have sex though, i haven't been in the right head space for that anyway.

"who said anything about sex? foot massages exist helloooo."

after i lost my virginity with ohajî two years ago, a lot of shit happened

flashback

i just stared at him in awe, never in my life have i seen so much effort being put in by a male in general.

he really wanted to get know me as a friend and best friend first before actually confessing his feelings.

he looked away and played with my pinky ring since we were that close to each other.

i gently grabbed his chin and leaned in kissing him softly yet passionately, he immediately kissed back.

this kiss was way better than the last one.

he moved down to my neck and kissed there, making me gasp in surprise.

this feeling was new to me, it felt good.. really good.

his hands traveled to my waist and he pulled me closer, to where i was sitting on his lap.

pulling away i was stuck in a gaze looking at him.

am i really willing to risk our friendship for a relationship?

"gone fuck that nigga get it over wit."

he continued to look at me, eye lids low and eyes filled with lust.

licking his lips, he asked "what you in deep thought about hmm?"

i hesitated before answering.

"do you know what love feels like?"

he laughed before answering, slightly squeezing my waist.