𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐓𝐘

BROKEN GLASS

𝚠𝚎𝚍𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚍𝚊𝚢, 𝚜𝚎𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝚜𝚝

As I walked through the halls trying to get to my next class, people were shouting out "hey's" and "wassup's" towards me but like always, I ignored them.

My face was hidden behind the hood on my head and the shades I stole from my mom's dresser.

just because they looked really big

Scratching at my wrists that were buried in my hoodie pocket, my eye twitched a little trying to fight the strong urges I had.

today was like any other bad day, i had a strong ass urge to cut.

But I took three pills of my medication that's for my schizophrenia, hoping that would work and fix the urges but it didn't.

"Ms. Black please take your hood off." One of the teachers in the hallway scolded.

I mugged him off before walking in class. He's pwhite he'll be fine.

I saw Ken in the back of the classroom talking to some of his friends- well people that were on his basketball team.

I got a few stares, but I was slowly getting used to them.

i wear the same shit every day, sweats and a big ass hoodie. it shouldn't be surprising at this point

I sat down in my usual seat which was in the very back of the classroom, in a corner.

it looked like one of those punishment chairs you would get sent to in grade school

"Today, we are going to be talking about the Mexican war. Can anybody tell me when that started?"

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The bell ringed and I huffed, silently thanking God this class was over.

i hate history class, they know damn well all this shit is white-washed.

a/n: all shade thrown.

It was now lunchtime, which meant I had to put a smile on for my group of friends.

"Hey Tari." Tae smiled as I sat down next to J.

"Why you in my seat?"

I usually sat next to Ny at lunch time, ever since the first day of school.

"It's technically not your seat." He rolled his eyes.

i really don't have time for his sarcastic attitude today

"Whatever." I muttered taking a bad of chips out of my backpack.

•omniscient •

J could sense that Atari wasn't in the best mood, but of course he didn't say anything.

He never usually speaks unless he has to or if he was in a room alone with you.

Other than that, he watched and observed.

"Ouuuu these glasses are cuteee!" Ken laughed getting them off of her face.

"Wai- never mind." J noticed how defensive she got when Ken grabbed the glasses.

At this point, he's the only one noticing stuff about her today.

"I look good? Tell me I look good." Ken flipped his imaginary hair, doing duck lips.

"You look good, but you need some lip gloss." Ny laughed taking hers out of her bag.

"Here."

"You tryna say my lips crusty? Well guess what your face is, don't play wid me sweety."