Chapter 32 • Navin

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I don't know what the fuck came over me

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I don't know what the fuck came over me.

Every since Tracia tried to pull that fake bonding shit routine with me I have been feeling a bit disoriented. Like I'm not myself at all.

I honestly didn't mean to tell Starla that Abiit was my first and only true love. I did love her there's no doubt about that but I also love Starla as much if not more also.

I was just so fucking angry at her when she popped off about us forgiving our brother Nolan that I just lost it. People do say things like that when they are angry that they don't mean all the time. So why am I feeling so damn guilty for it then?

All of the guys seem to think that Starla's stalker has kidnapped her right from under our eyes but I can't find it in me to even think like that.

Truthfully, I just think she ran away from us like she has in the past. I just think that she purposefully left her stuff behind because she was in a big hurry to get away from me apparently.

I tried to assure them all that this was probably the case but neither of them agreed with my assumptions. They were all quick to deny that she would ever do anything like that. That it just wasn't like her.

We went to the High Royal palace after we couldn't locate her at Alis's castle. The reception we received from all of her family was troublesome to say the least.

And of course Starla was not there. They haven't seen her nor have they talked her recently. The other guys panicked but I remained calm. I just knew that she either went back to the Academy or maybe even ran back to that damn friend of hers; Chad.

So we ended up traveling to both places but unfortunately she wasn't at neither of them.

We have been anxiously scrambling along around different Realms trying to find her. So far we have visited four of them but still no Starla.

Eventually, we all decided to go back to mine and Nikos castle to regroup and formulate another plan of action.

That's where we are now, in my office, yet again and unfortunately we still can't agree on where to travel to next to find her. We are all at a loss and don't know what to do.

"Can you feel her?" Niko ask Demir worriedly rubbing his hand across his chest.

He is seated next to him on the far sofa in my office with me standing behind the my desk and Alis can't seem to stop his sporadic pacing back and forth in the room.

Not one of them have been speaking to me too much lately and it's strange but for some reason but I just can't find it me to even care.

"I can feel her but it's faint." Demir tells Niko with regret. I scrunch up my face then close my eyes trying my best to reach out through our bond to see if I can feel anything from Starla.

It's starting to scare me that I actually can't seem to even feel an ounce of her through it. Did Tracias wicked deception do something to me? Is it effecting me in some fucked up way?

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