Carla's Daughter: Book 1

Hostpital

Courtney's POV

The next morning I didn't get up until 10 which was good for me. I got dressed into my black dress with the white bow and put on some natural tights and then put my black vans on and went to the kitchen to do some toast, I had to see if lucasz was okay. And then I'm going to come home and do some revision for my exams. My first exam is science physics and then I have maths non calculator and then science chemistry and then the maths calculator and then science biology. So they were all on next week so I decided to get on with the revision before I go. I read through my revision notes and then I decided to get going to the hospital. I didn't tell mum where I was going I just said I was going to school to get some science and maths revision so I had to take some work what I haven't done so it looks like I wasn't lieing and she told me to go to the rovers when I get back and Michelle will keep an eye on me. I wait for the bus and get on as soon as it gets here. I go and sit right at the back of the bus and look out the window. Baby Conner was kicking a lot today and it was irritating but it's worth it, when it's finally born, I'll be a mummy. I press the stop button and the bus stops outside the Hostpital. I go to the intensive care unit where lucasz is. I find him and his parents look like they are crying he's not moving. I read what it says on his door it read

'lucasz hill
16
29th April 1999

Hit over head by glass bottle, in a coma 2 days so far.
Conditions is deteriorating
Operation to give blood didn't work'

I let a tear slip and then put on a brave face. I knock on the door and go in "I'm not here for an argument, I just want you to know that I'm sorry and wanted to give you this" I hand over my untrascan picture "and why would we want this" they ask me looking confused "its lucasz's I'm 12 weeks, and I am truly sorry" I say staying brave "he would have been better never have meeting you" his mum Jain said and I sigh "just letting you know, your son was the best thing that ever happened to me until now, I loved him and thought he loved me, I was wrong I saw him cheating on me with some slag" I say before leaving the room not knowing that it would be the last time I would ever see lucasz alive, I didn't even know what to expect. I went to catch the bus back to the street and I got of the bus and headed to the rovers, my school bag on my shoulder and walk inside I sit at the booth here the door and Aunt Chelle comes over and sits by me. "What revision you doing" she asks me "science chemistry" I say as I open the revision booklet. I sigh, I've never understood chemistry it was my worst subject I preferred biology or physics they were easy. I get my headphones out my bag and put them in my ears and put on the music while I revise. I sit their reading the information and answering the question and within 2 hours I was done my, Chemistry revision for today. I put my chemistry work away and get out my maths work I have questions all on algebra, and shape and pie charts. I just don't understand them their difficult. I stop for a moment and sigh. Rest my head on the table and sigh again. Im never going to pass my exams now. The stress of the exams will effect the baby I'm sure of it. "Courtney, take a brake" Liz says to me seeing that I was stressing. "And do what, fail my exams" I say snapping but not meaning to "you won't fail, your one of the smartest kids I kmow" Liz said to me so I take a brake. "I'll keep that booth for you, go and get some snacks and apples" Liz said knowing I have a thing for apples right now. "You sure" I ask and she nods so I leave to get some snacks.

I go into Devs and get a pack of apples and the I get some crisps and sweets and other things but make sure I get healthy things too so my little Bean doesn't become ill and so it stays healthy. I pay and and then head home well back to the rovers. I went back to the booth and sat back down after giving Liz the change and saying thank you. I got an apple out of the bag and ate it while trying to memorise what to do if I got a question on algebra in my exam. I tried and tried to remember what my maths teacher had taught us but I just couldn't remember. I decided to give up for the day, I couldn't focus on the work and he stress surly wasn't doing the baby any good. I decided to do some drawing, I've always loved to draw and it always calms me down when I'm stressed or angry or what not. I check the time and school was over so I decided to text Millie "hey, how are you, how's school" I send to her and receive a text back "sorry Courtney, after what you've done to lucasz, I don't think we should be friends" it read. I couldn't believe what was happening "come round, come round and I'll explain what happened" I send to her hoping she said she would say she would "fine, me and ana will be round soon" Millie replays and i sigh. All because of the ass-hole ex-boyfriend I will lose my best friends. I bet they wouldn't believe me.

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