Blank Space. [bandaidduo]

4 [ a slight let down]

Don't wanna be an American idiot, don't want a nation under the new media. Can you hear the sounds of the hysteria?
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TW: SH Thoughts, slight vomit/puking
Wilbur angst :(
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POV: Wilbur
      I walk down stairs, it's alright down stairs. I feel the cold wooden step below my feet, but try not to think about it. I walk to the kitchen and grab a Slim Jim. They're alright, not to healthy although. I open the wrapper for the Slim Jim and pull it out of it. I then take a bite bc stop halfway into a new bite. No. This is to bad for me, put it down. I place it down on the counter besides or fruit bowl, currently just with a banana and three orange. I pick up the banana and grab a sprite. I heard online this will work, just to get out of work. No other reason. Just to get out of work. I eat the banana and chug the sprite.
*after vomiting*
      Once I stop projecting vomit I sit back up. I sit with my knees up and my head on my knees. I pick up my phone and call Beautie, but then hang up. No, call her instead. Don't bother her more then you already are. I start typing and send it. (The txt says 'I'm sick today, I won't be at work. Sorry') I put my phone down, not caring if she sees it or not. I go and lay in my bathtub. I start rambling to myself in Spanish.
     "Por qué..Por qué mi? ¿Por qué no los?" (Why..why me? Why not them?) - sorry if my Spanish is bad, I'm still learning. I suffered so much because of her actions, and yet haven't done anything. I look around and open the cabinet remembering something. I open the cabinet half way and grab a box, and open the box. It has one small, but sharp blade.
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Yay cliff hanger.
A/N: yay depression and schizophrenia is SOOOOOOOOO fun!!!!! /s
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February 17, 2023