If I Love You Forever🌻

[18] 🍂Pai's past-(1)

-----Prapai's past:---- 🍃

           WHEN YOU ARE IN TEENAGE, YOU LEARN A LOT OF THINGS. BOTH GOOD AND BAD. The number of people would increase those who mislead you. Some make friends you for their own benefit. See you as friends but be your enemies behind your back.

         

    ~~~I met kovit for the first time in university. I was impressed by him in the first sight. He belongs to middle society. He is talented, top scholarship student and always ready for help others. A cool, mannerism, active and attentive guy. Centre of attraction. Senior, teacher, classmates all are respected him. An idol student. 

Normally we were classmates. I was enjoying my youth..... new environment, new people. It's not that I was already very handsome. I am the son of money man so people always remain stay by my side. I know they are greedy but make me happy that I still have some friends. I knew how to make them work.

Sometime I was jealous from him. At the same time admired him but all are just his one side. He has another personality. Only few people are known about it. 

~~~He is like octopus who can rapidly change his color. I was naive that time. I couldn't recognize that octopus. 🐙Although, my uncle frost taught me that stay away from fake people.

     That year, our company was going through in recession. My father was so involved with work and mother also worked with him. My both siblings were with uncle frost. I was the only one lived in this big house. There was no one to have dinner with me. loneliness was make me bore. ***Then kovit invited me to be friend. 🦂He was so fascinating.

*****  I didn't expect that my life would have taken a terrible turn within six months. First step of my mistake. 

    I started hangout with him.  Everything was fun in the beginning. Kovit introduced me some friends. He and I had so many coincidence but now I felt, it was not. I am in the business line but there is already big interest in the bike. Because of him that I came to know about illegal race; illegal works. Smokers, drug addict and 🍻🚬 drinkers had been roaming around me. Clubs, pub, pool party, night party. I used to party the whole night; not attending classes. Night and day became one. Deliberately, arguing with people; habit of abusive language. Smokes remained in my room. I thought I am looking cool guy in crowd instead of looks like goons. Sex toys. They said "try it, it is enjoyable." I felt weird that's why I won't get in.  Keep falling for their tricks. I beat some people who are faultless. I used to engage in fight and illegal things. At one night I was enjoying a lot then I couldn't find a proper reason why I am doing whatever they were doing.  Almost six month passed.

~~~I felt like puppet.

          

    ⏰ One day my uncle caught me red handed. He scolded me. I saw in his eyes only 'disappointment'. Then he said to me ...(angrily shouted)

~~~~~"is it called happiness?" 

"Does it make you happy?" 

"Does it make you satisfied? "