If I Love You Forever🌻

[22] 💣Pai's past part -(2.1)

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Warning : I wrote disturbing things, violence. So if anyone want to feel wrong, sorry for that...I was trying to put good words. 

----Prapai's POV:----

----How I met Lamai:----

    The first day of I saw her. We all newcomers gathered in hallway in first day of semester. We all sat line by line. We were doing activity. Seniors were asked us to go to stage and introduce ourselves. Because of lack of confidence, we all were gazing to each-other. Then a person with long, shiny hair came on stage. Her confident voice caught my attention. She is easily confronts huge crowd and give us courage. She greeted everyone with her sweet- sugary voice like cuckoo. She treats everyone cheerfully. Her gentle smile made my heartbeat little bit fast. she answers every question without hesitation. Ever since first day, I have crush on her. I really wanted to talk to her; know her. we were in same class. Sometimes we teamup in curriculum. Rarely, we chatted. So innocent.. she wasn't understand bad jokes. I used to see her beautiful smile. I thought she is like me who stuck in bad friends circle. Because oftenly, she skips party and gathering. That was my point that time.

    *****If today anyone asks me "Who is she?" I will answer. She is mastermind of evil things. she is a poisonous chameleon. 🐛 No one knows when she will strike you. Look adorable; gentle... but warned you that don't fall for her appearance. She is that evil spirit who lives by consuming other's happiness. She is the planner and director of 'ruining pai's life'. Lamai, I hate her. I wish I can bury her alive.

🌜  Morning 4 am:------

       I woke at early morning. My whole body is feeling abnormal, pain and thirsty. I noticed the nakedness. No piece of cloth on my body. I get off from bed and wore my shirt which buttons were missing. I was upset as I saw floor and bed. The fishy smell; bloody smell and alcohol smells. The smoke was still in the room. this is not my room, I thought it is definitely a senior's room. I opened door of bathroom... and what I saw... this made me numb. 😵~~~ A girl was fainted on floor. Fresh blood was dropping out of her nose and mouth. Crimson red color bruises on her body. It seems like someone hit her. Her clothes were ripped. I didn't know what was happened with her. Without second thought, I picked her up and lied down on bed. I made her covered by blanket. Her face was covered by her hair and because of impulsiveness, I didn't notice her face. She has come back to her conscious. Her body was cold. I offered water but as her eyes met against mine. She started trembling and covering herself.

~~~"Please don't do this. I don't want. (sobbing) please let me go. " her eyes were red... bloody lips, marks on her neck; Messy hair; Her begging eyes were requesting to not do anything.

I thought she is must be scared from something... clearly she is lamai. Why she is here? how? What was happened with her? my thoughts conflicted.

~~~"Please let me go. I won't tell anyone. Pai, please..." sobbing.

She scared from me. "Wait, why?.... you are too much scared. You didn't recognize exact person. You have misunderstood. I am not that person. I won't do anything. Won't hurt you. No one here to hurt you. please calm down."

Lamai : I don't want this. I am not ready for this. weeping. don't beat me. please don't do. for protecting herself she crossed her arm.

 I shocked to listen this. "no..no I am not.. I am not that type of person. I can't do like that.... Where is kovit?" (distressing) 😰I felt wet in my pant. I was shivering. I had aware that I masturbated. Doesn't believe. Perverted things. First thing I was fully drunk...I remembered that I kissed someone. I came in room. but the I didn't remember anything. I don't know whom to believe. A girl like Lamai or my instinct. She can't lie. She is very afraid. Her puffed eyes; Her wounds and tired body... It all are visible.  I was calling kovit continuously but no one was answering.