❤︎︎𝐹𝑜𝑟𝑏𝑖𝑑𝑑𝑒𝑛 𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑇𝑟𝑢𝑒❤︎︎ ᴀ ᴊᴇɢᴜʟᴜs sᴛᴏʀʏ (ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴡᴏʟꜰsᴛᴀʀ

Chapter 11- Dramatic Dormmates

Chapter 11- Dramatic Dormmates
Wednesday 1st September 1971
⚠️SELF H@RM,MENTION OF CHILD ABU$E, PANIC ATTACK⚠️
ᒍᗩᗰᗴᔕ'ᔕ ᑭOᐯ-

I ran over to the paper with all our dorm rooms on and people could have thought I had won the lottery with the face I made.

"Sirius,Remus,Peter we are all in the same dorm!" I squealed.

"Lucky you know all your dorm mates I have Alice and two girls named Lily and Mary," Marls complained.

"Oh I know Lily I met her at camp," I smiled.

"How about you dorm with her then?" Marls mocked.

I laughed it off and gave her a hug goodbye before going up to my room.

"It's crazy how we are all in the same room isn't it?" I asked. Peter just nodded, Sirius still looked traumatised and Remus hadn't really said much.

As we enter the dorm Sirius's eye shot open and he yelled "I call dibs on this bed," while jumping on the bed that was closes to the toilet.

I claimed the bed next to him where as Remus took the one opposite Sirius's and closes to the window. Peter took the last bed with a sigh.

"Hey it's getting late I think we should go brush are teeth and sleep," I suggested.

"Yeah we should but we should go one at a time," Pete added.

Remus hadn't said anything since we arrived at the castle and I wasn't really sure why but I knew I needed to find a time to ask him about his scars without sounding like a git.

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ᖇᗴᗰᑌᔕ' ᑭOᐯ-

After Peter,James and Sirius all brushed their teeth it was my turn.

I locked the bathroom door and brushed my teeth.

I couldn't do this maybe I should have stayed at home.

'Freak' 'Animal' 'Weirdo' 'Idiot'
'Sickening' 'Ugly' 'Dangerous' the words echoed through my head and then I took a small blade and rolled up my sleeves.

The feeling of the blade against my skin made the words whisperers and after a minute they became mostly silent.

They never stay silent but I found out when I was around 7 that physical pain and mental pain struggle to coexist in my mind so if I feel the pain in my forearms the pain in my head becomes more bearable.

When I exited the bathroom, I heard quiet sobs from the bed closes to me. As far as I recall Sirius chose that bed. The sobs were quiet, well hidden I probably wouldn't have heard it if it wasn't for my freakishly good hearing.

I knew I had to do something so I slowly opened the curtains that surrounded the bed.

Sirius looked at me with fear plastered on his face. Slowly I crawled and sat in-front of him.

"Can you hear me?" I quietly whispered. He nodded slowly.
"Can I touch you?" Again he nodded.

I went a bit closer and I held his hands in mine.