"Hey, what are these from?" Vada pointed out the healed cuts on my upper thighs, giving me a curious look.
As much as I tried to hide them I knew she'd see them at some point so my efforts were proved fruitless.
"Well, Um..." I started not really knowing how to tell her about my self harm issues.
"They're just from a bad accident" I quickly came up with a lie to hopefully get myself out of this situation. Honestly I am not ready to tell her about my bad habit that started a few years back.
"That's a bit much to be an accident..." Vada trailed off at the end and sorta mumbled something I couldn't understand.
"Oh! Well it was pretty bad so..." I got self conscious of my scars so I hid my thighs from her which sadly revealed more cuts on my upper arms.
"Yeah I'm starting to not believe you anymore, it's really okay if you don't want to tell me what's going on but I don't think this is just from some accident." Vada made me look at her which forced me to see her look of concern for what the truth is.
"Did someone do this to you or..." Her voice got quieter "did you do this to yourself?" She sounds like she really doesn't want it to be the second option which made me feel a little guilty about the truth.
"I..." Why can't I just tell her the truth?
"Well I..."
"Take your time."
"IDidThisToMyself" I said as fast as I can kinda hoping she couldn't make out what I just said.
Vada tensed up at the information and went to rub my thigh to comfort me a bit but she paused and just asked for permission before touching me as to not make me uncomfortable.
"Hey um...is it okay if I touch you?"
"If course it's fine you don't have to ask Vads"
At that confirmation she rubbed my thigh and kissed my forehead which made me giggle.
"Hey! That's the beautiful laugh I wanted to hear!" The way she said that made me smile and give her a quick peck on the lips
"You're really the best girlfriend I could ask for Vada."
"Right back at you."
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FanfictionG!p btw also characters aged up to 18+ fyi before anyone says anything Also the base for the cover took ages to make so im milking tf out of it Also this was a story but I just turned into a oneshot book because I'm too lazy to write an actual...
